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A Prophetic Warning: The Waterfall, the Waiting, and the Way

“Wait on YAHUAH: be of good courage, and He shall strengthen your heart: wait, I say, on YAHUAH.”

– Tehillim (Psalm) 27:14

Last night, I had another vivid dream.

This isn’t uncommon for me—especially in pregnancy. But there was something different about this one. It felt weighty. Prophetic. Like a warning—not just for me, but for many who are being called to walk the narrow path in these final days.

In the dream, I was floating down a wide river with others beside me. The water was rushing faster than expected, and soon we approached a cliff—a massive waterfall with a dangerous drop. I could feel the current pulling, pressing us forward. It would’ve been easy to go with it, to follow the flow.

But something inside me said, Wait.

And I wasn’t the only one who did. A few others stopped with me—choosing discernment over momentum. A woman was with us. She felt like a guide, peaceful but firm. Watching. Waiting. She didn’t push us. She seemed to know.

We looked ahead and saw those who had rushed forward. They fell. Some landed hard. Some didn’t make it at all. It was not a safe descent.

But those of us who waited… we were protected.

Then, the guide did something—I can’t remember exactly how, but she pressed a button or activated a path—and suddenly, a safe slide appeared along the waterfall. We were able to descend without injury, without chaos. We were guided down gently, in peace.

And then I woke up.

🕊 The Dream’s Meaning: A Warning to Wait

I believe this dream is a prophetic picture for many in the remnant right now. Whether you’re navigating a major life decision, responding to pressure from the world, or simply trying to discern the next step in your walk with YAHUAH—this message is for you:

Don’t rush. Don’t jump. Wait on Him.

In a world addicted to speed, urgency, and impulse, the narrow path often looks like stillness. Like pause. Like watching others leap ahead, and resisting the temptation to follow.

“There is a way which seems right unto a man, but the end thereof are the ways of death.”

—Mishlei (Proverbs) 14:12

Those who jumped in the dream were not reckless in appearance. They were just moving with the current. Doing what seemed normal. But they fell—not because they were evil, but because they were impatient. Because they acted before the appointed time.

This is the Strong Delusion playing out in real time: people running ahead without truth. Trusting systems, movements, emotions, or signs rather than the still, small voice of YAHUAH.

✨ The Guide: The Ruach Ha’Qodash

The woman in the dream represented the Ruach Ha’Qodash—the Set-Apart Spirit of YAHUAH. In Hebrew, “Ruach” is a feminine word. Her presence brought calm, clarity, and conviction. She did not demand. She waited.

“And your ears shall hear a word behind you, saying, This is the way, walk ye in it, when ye turn to the right hand, and when ye turn to the left.”

—Yesha’yahu (Isaiah) 30:21

The Ruach doesn’t force you to obey. She gives you the opportunity. She shows you the fruit of disobedience. And when you wait on Her leading, the safe path appears—not through striving, but through surrender.

🛑 The Cliff: A Prophetic Threshold

This waterfall is a symbol of many things: birth, change, awakening, judgment, and spiritual thresholds. It may represent a pivotal moment in your life or in the timeline of prophecy. Either way, it reminds us that not every path is appointed by YAHUAH, even if it feels natural.

Many are about to jump into false movements. False revivals. False escapes. False timing. False leadership. And some may not survive it spiritually.

“For many are called, but few are chosen.”

—Mattithyahu (Matthew) 22:14

“And with all deceivableness of unrighteousness in them that perish; because they received not the love of the truth… YAHUAH shall send them strong delusion, that they should believe a lie.”

—2 Thessaloniqim (2 Thessalonians) 2:10–11

But the remnant who wait—who watch, who yield, who ask, “YAHUAH, what would You have me do?”—they will be shown the true path. The slide. The safe descent. The narrow way.

🌿 A Word for the Remnant

Beloved, this is not the time to move without clarity.

Even if others are leaping. Even if the pressure feels intense. Even if the crowd is yelling, “It’s time! Go now!”—you must stop and discern:

Did YAHUAH tell me to move? Or am I moving because it feels like everyone else is?

“The end of a thing is better than its beginning, and the patient in spirit is better than the proud in spirit.”

—Qoheleth (Ecclesiastes) 7:8

“Trust in YAHUAH with all your heart, and lean not unto your own understanding. In all your ways acknowledge Him, and He shall direct your paths.”

—Mishlei (Proverbs) 3:5–6

Waiting is not weakness. It’s wisdom. The wise virgins in Matthew 25 had oil because they were prepared to wait. The foolish ones assumed things would go as planned—and they missed the Bridegroom.

🔁 Expanded Reflection: The Dream’s Layers

As I prayed more deeply, I sensed this dream speaks to more than just one scenario. It’s layered, just like YAHUAH’s Word:

1. A Personal Message for Mothers & Birth Watchers

This dream aligns with the birth process—both physical and spiritual.

The river: labor or transition The cliff: a dangerous or premature push The slide: YAHUAH’s appointed birth canal or timing

“Shall I bring to the birth, and not cause to bring forth?” —Yesha’yahu (Isaiah) 66:9

“Because the Ivriy (Hebrew) women are not as the Mitsri women… they deliver quickly…” —Shemoth (Exodus) 1:19

For mothers who feel pressure from the medical system, spiritual voices, or fear-based timelines—this dream is a reminder: Wait on YAHUAH. The Ruach will guide the timing. He protects what He plants.

2. A Global Warning About the Strong Delusion

This dream is also prophetic about the hour we are living in.

People are leaping into “moves of God” that aren’t YAHUAH. Others are trusting artificial signs, AI-powered visions, and emotion-led gatherings. Those who don’t wait for the true Voice will fall.

“Let them alone: they be blind leaders of the blind. And if the blind lead the blind, both shall fall into the ditch.” —Mattithyahu (Matthew) 15:14

“Come out of her, My people, that you be not partakers of her sins…” —Chazon (Revelation) 18:4

The waterfall is the moment of division and descent—and only those who wait will be shown the hidden path of protection.

3. A Message of Discernment for the Bride

The woman who pressed the button. The waiting. The safe descent.

This is a picture of the Wise Virgin Bride. The one who watches. Who listens. Who discerns the counterfeit from the true.

“Watch therefore, for you know neither the day nor the hour wherein the Son of A’dam comes.” —Mattithyahu (Matthew) 25:13

Waiting doesn’t mean inactivity—it means faith. Preparation. Oil. Discernment. The Bride who waits will not fall.

🕊 The Bird’s-Eye View: Prophetic Positioning

As I sat with this dream, I realized something familiar. The perspective was the same as a dream I had a few weeks ago—one where my daughter was high up in a tree, and I was able to grab her leg and gently lower her down before she could fall. That dream came with the same kind of clarity. The same sense of peace in the midst of danger. The same watchful stillness.

Both dreams happened from above—from a bird’s-eye view.

And that’s not a coincidence.

YAHUAH is giving His remnant a higher vantage point—not to boast, but to see what others can’t. To wait, watch, and respond only when the Ruach leads.

“Come up here, and I will show you what must take place after this.”

—Chazon (Revelation) 4:1

“They that wait upon YAHUAH shall renew their strength; they shall mount up with wings as eagles…”

—Yesha’yahu (Isaiah) 40:31

The world is rushing, jumping, falling. But those who rise above the chaos, who dwell in the secret place, who sit in the heavenly places with Mashiach (Ephesians 2:6), will not be swept away.

Like the dream with my daughter, sometimes we’re positioned not just to see—but to protect. To guard the next generation. To wait until the moment YAHUAH says, “Now—gently. Now—guide them. Now—descend in peace.”

This is the calling of the watchman, the nurturer, and the Bride who waits for the voice of her Beloved.

🧎🏽‍♀️ Final Reflection & Prayer

If you’ve felt like you’re standing at the edge of something—uncertain, hesitant, or even tempted to leap—this is your confirmation to pause. You are not behind. You are not failing. You are waiting for the right path to be revealed.

The Ruach is near. The guide is with you. And when the time is right, YAHUAH will make a way where there seems to be no way.

“He makes a way in the sea, and a path in the mighty waters.”

—Yesha’yahu (Isaiah) 43:16

Let’s pray:

Abba YAHUAH,

We choose to wait on You. Not the world. Not our fears. Not what others expect of us.

Teach us patience. Fill us with discernment. Keep us from the cliffs that look like freedom but lead to destruction.

Let us be among the few who walk the narrow path with trust and stillness, following only Your voice.

Ruach Ha’Qodash, guide us. Whisper when to move. Open the path at the appointed time.

We yield to You.

In the Name of Yahusha our Redeemer,

Ahmayn.

Have you been standing at the edge of something?

Have you felt the pressure to jump—while your spirit said wait?

🕊 Comment below or reach out.

You are not alone.

This is a season of waiting, of wisdom, and of watching the hand of YAHUAH move in due time.

The path will appear. Don’t jump until He shows you the way.

The Return to Rome: The Strong Delusion Disguised as Revival

Exposing the Strong Delusion Behind the Rise in Catholicism

“Come out of her, My people, that ye be not partakers of her sins, and that ye receive not of her plagues.”

— Chazon (Revelation) 18:4, Cepher

📺 A Prophetic Sign of the Times

A recent headline from Fox News reported:

“More young Americans are turning toward Catholicism.”

At first glance, it might appear hopeful—people are “returning to faith,” right? But in truth, this is not a revival. It’s a religious rerouting into the same system that Scripture warned us about. The harlot system is being rebranded for a new generation of seekers disillusioned with secularism—but unaware that they’re walking straight into deception.

This is prophecy being fulfilled before our eyes.

🏛️ Rome Never Died—It Was Rebranded

The Catholic Church was never built on Yahusha Ha’Mashiach. It was built on Constantine’s political ambitions, sun worship, and syncretism—a merging of pagan and Hebrew practices designed to control the masses. Let’s expose some historical foundations:

The Constantine Creed (circa 325 AD) outlawed everything Hebrew: “I renounce all customs, rites, legalisms, unleavened breads… of the Hebrews… and accept all customs, rites, and feasts of the Romans.” The Council of Nicaea replaced: Passover (Pesach) with Easter Shabbat with Sun-day YAHUAH with Theos, Deus, Zeus, and God. Yahusha with Iēsous, which became “Jesus”…

The world didn’t abandon Rome. It embraced her lies—and repackaged them as Christianity.

🧠 Hellenization and the Loss of Truth

“Beware lest any man spoil you through philosophy and vain deceit, after the tradition of men, after the rudiments of the world…”

— Qolasiym (Colossians) 2:8

After the Roman conquests, Greek philosophy and mythology were merged into every facet of the faith:

The Torah became “legalism.” The Name of YAHUAH was erased from manuscripts. Worship became ritual instead of relationship. A false messiah was introduced—one who looks nothing like the Yahusha of Scripture.

This is Hellenization—and it created a form of godliness that denies the power of YAH (2 Tim. 3:5).

🐉 The Beast System’s Religious Arm

“The woman was arrayed in purple and scarlet… having a golden cup in her hand full of abominations…”

— Chazon (Revelation) 17:4

The woman riding the beast in Revelation is no mystery. Rome fits every prophetic detail:

Seven hills (Rev. 17:9) = Rome

Purple and scarlet = Catholic clergy

Drunk with the blood of the set-apart ones = the Inquisitions, crusades, and martyrdoms

Golden cup = Eucharistic rituals rooted in sun worship

Catholicism is not just a religion—it is the spiritual glue of the New World Order. It is preparing the world for a one-world religion, and ultimately, a false messiah.

📖 The Book of Jubilees Warned Us

Jubilees 6:34–36:

“And all the children of Yashar’al will forget and will not find the path of the years, and will forget the new months, and seasons, and Shabbathoth…”

The Book of Jubilees—once read by early believers but later removed—warns that YAHUAH’s people would:

Forget His calendar (364-day solar)

Miss the appointed feasts

Forsake the true Shabbat

Be led astray by those mixing truth with lies

Who changed the times and laws? Rome.

Who introduced a new calendar? Rome.

Who forced worship on the day of the sun? Rome.

“They will forget all My commandments… and walk after the nations…”

— Jubilees 1:11

This is what we are witnessing today as millions unknowingly turn from the truth and bow to the Beast.

But YAHUAH also says:

“In those days, the children shall begin to study the Torah and return to the path of righteousness.”

— Jubilees 23:16

We are that remnant.

🔥 Prophetic Puzzle: What This “Revival” Really Is

This movement is not a return to faith—

It’s a return to Rome, the very system Scripture calls us to come out of.

Here’s what’s being fulfilled before our eyes:

Daniel 7:25 — He shall “change times and laws.”

2 Thessalonians 2:11 — “Aluahiym shall send them strong delusion…”

Matthew 13:30 — Tares are being gathered first, to be burned. Revelation 13 & 17 — The Beast and the Harlot rising in unity.

And behind the scenes, Rome is partnering with global leaders to create a one-world religious system:

The Abrahamic Family House in the UAE The Jesuit papacy calling for unity of all faiths Ecumenical alliances with Protestants, Muslims, Jews, Buddhists, and even atheists

This is not revival—it’s religious globalization.

🛑 Return to Covenant—Not to Rome

YAHUAH never called us to religion.

He called us to covenant.

“Now therefore, if ye will obey My voice indeed, and guard My covenant, then ye shall be a peculiar treasure unto Me above all people…”

— Shemoth (Exodus) 19:5

Yahusha never created a denomination.

He said:

“If you love Me, guard My commandments.”

— Yahuchanon (John) 14:15

It’s not about candles, crosses, or cathedrals.

It’s about returning to the Ancient Path (Jeremiah 6:16) and walking as Yahusha walked (1 John 2:6).

🕊️ Reflection

If you’re reading this and feeling that tension—maybe you’ve been drawn to Catholicism or religion out of a hunger for something “real”—know this:

The real thing isn’t tradition.

It’s Truth.

And His Name is YAHUAH.

His Son is YAHUSHA.

And His covenant is eternal.

“Baruk are those who hunger and thirst after righteousness: for they shall be filled.”

— Mattithyahu (Matthew) 5:6

🙏 A Prayer for the Remnant and the Deceived

Father YAHUAH,

We ask You to remove the veil from those caught in deception.

Let Your truth break through the noise of religion, tradition, and man’s systems.

Wake up the wandering and gather Your remnant.

Let Your Name be restored. Let Your Torah be written on our hearts.

And may we not be among the tares—but among the wheat,

awaiting our Redeemer, YAHUSHA.

Ahmayn!

🌾 Final Reflection: A Window of Mercy

It is deeply grieving to see so many turn from secularism only to run into the arms of false religion. But as my Dad wisely said:

“It is sad, but that means at least there’s a chance for them to come to truth—unlike many who are atheist today. We just need to be patient.”

Yes—this is part of the Strong Delusion (2 Thessalonians 2:11), but it also means hearts are searching. Hungry. Seeking something higher. And even though they may be running to Rome now, some may be led out by the power of the Ruach Ha’Qodash—if they are shown the truth in love.

This is not the time for pride.

It’s the time for patience, discernment, and bold love rooted in Scripture.

“Ahmayn! YAHUAH is on the throne.”

He is not surprised by any of this. He has written the end from the beginning. He is still gathering His remnant. And every single person drawn out of Babylon brings joy to the heavens.

So speak the truth.

Plant the seeds.

And trust that YAHUAH is not done yet.

Come out of her, Yah’s people.

He’s waiting so patiently with open arms.

Exposing the Zionist Deception: The Names, the Nations & the Narrow Path

“And ye shall know the truth, and the truth shall make you free.”

— Yochanon (John) 8:32

“For there is nothing covered, that shall not be revealed; neither hid, that shall not be known.”

— Luqas (Luke) 12:2

What if much of modern prophecy is being fulfilled… in reverse?

We’ve been conditioned to look toward man-made Israel for clues about the end times. But what if that expectation is part of the deception itself? What if those claiming to be “the chosen” are actually fulfilling the very warnings Yahusha gave us—about wolves in sheep’s clothing, the synagogue of Satan (Revelation 2:9, 3:9), and the rise of false messiahs?

Meanwhile, the true remnant—those walking in covenant through Yahusha—remain scattered across the four corners of the earth, hidden from the mainstream narrative, but seen by YAHUAH.

📺 Wars, Rumors & the Scripted Illusion of Israel vs. Iran

“And ye shall hear of wars and rumors of wars: see that ye be not troubled: for all these things must come to pass, but the end is not yet.”

— Mattithyahu (Matthew) 24:6

On June 13, 2025, as I write this, YouTube headlines are flooding with breaking news:

“Airstrike Kills Iran Missile Program Leader”

“Iran’s Top Military Leaders Killed”

“Rising Lion: Israel Strikes Iranian Nuclear Sites”

I don’t watch television. But even in a simple scroll on YouTube, it’s clear that the Middle East conflict is being amplified right now, drawing eyes toward Zionist Israel.

But here’s the real question: Is this truly biblical prophecy unfolding? Or is it part of the strong delusion Yahusha warned us about?

Millions today have been taught that defending the modern state of “Israel” is equal to defending the will of YAHUAH. But when we examine Scripture—and the fruit of modern Zionism—it becomes clear: this is not the fulfillment of prophecy, but a counterfeit performance designed to mimic it.

A crafted illusion, where Esau appears as Jacob, where war is branded as righteousness, and where false fulfillment distracts from the true gathering of Yashar’al (𐤉𐤔𐤓𐤀𐤋).

📖 Yahusha Warned Us

Yahusha said there would be wars and rumors of wars. He wasn’t giving us a checklist to idolize headlines—He was giving us a warning not to be deceived.

“Take heed that no man deceive you… for many shall come in My Name, saying, I am Mashiach, and shall deceive many.”

— Mattithyahu (Matthew) 24:4–5

This deception includes not only false messiahs, but false narratives—where entire world events are engineered to look like prophecy, while the true remnant sleeps, distracted by news cycles, politics, and nationalism.

Modern Zionism thrives on this confusion. It weaponizes war to legitimize a counterfeit Israel, propped up by global powers, not the Ruach of YAHUAH.

🧠 Discern the Tares

Yahusha never told us to look to a geopolitical state for truth. He told us to look at fruit. To discern the wheat from the tares.

He told us that the world would love its own—but that the remnant would be hated for His Name’s sake.

And He told us not to chase after the noise:

“If they shall say unto you, Behold, he is in the desert; go not forth: behold, he is in the secret chambers; believe it not.”

— Mattithyahu (Matthew) 24:26

In other words, stop chasing the headlines. Test everything. Examine the source. Compare it to Scripture.

Because the true fulfillment of prophecy will not be found in war-staged news or alliances of the beast system—it will be found in the gathering of the remnant through Yahusha, walking in covenant, and sealed by the Ruah.

🌾 The Parable of the Wheat and the Tares

“Let both grow together until the harvest: and in the time of harvest I shall say to the reapers, ‘Gather first the tares, and bind them in bundles to burn them; but gather the wheat into My barn.’”

— Mattithyahu (Matthew) 13:3

This flips the popular rapture doctrine on its head.

Most modern churches teach that believers will be “raptured” before tribulation, but Yahusha clearly says the tares are gathered first for destruction. The wheat—the righteous—remain and are gathered afterward into His Kingdom.

This isn’t a minor doctrinal issue. This is a massive misrepresentation of prophecy that lulls people into spiritual slumber.

🔥 Prophecy in Reverse

We are not watching the righteous being lifted up—we’re watching the tares being exalted. The Edomite elite, the synagogue of Satan, and the Zionist beast system are crafting a counterfeit fulfillment of prophecy.

The wicked are being gathered. The righteous remnant is being tested, refined, and awakened. Yahusha’s return is not for those aligned with political power—but those in covenant obedience.

🪶 The Ancient Rivalry: Esau vs. Ya’aqob

From the beginning, the battle has always been between Esau and Ya’aqob (Jacob).

Not just two brothers—but two kingdoms. Two destinies. Two spiritual inheritances.

“And YAHUAH said unto her, Two nations are in thy womb… and the elder shall serve the younger.”

— Bere’shiyth (Genesis) 25:23

Esau sold his birthright. Ya’aqob received the barakah (blessing). And ever since, Esau’s descendants—Edom—have warred against Yashar’al.

“Esau hated Ya’aqob… and said in his heart, The days of mourning for my father are at hand; then will I slay my brother Ya’aqob.”

— Genesis 27:41

The Zionist agenda is Esau’s end-times plan to steal the identity of Yashar’al (𐤉𐤔𐤓𐤀𐤋).

🧱 Zionism: A Political Agenda, Not a Prophetic Fulfillment

Zionism is not the same as Scripture. It is:

Rooted in Ashkenazi converts, not Shemetic lineage Propped up by global powers like the U.S. and U.N., not by YAHUAH Focused on nationalism, not covenant obedience A counterfeit mirror of true prophecy—in reverse

🕯️ Language Matters: How Truth Was Rewritten

The deception runs deep—into the very words we use. Words carry power. And over generations, the language of Scripture has been systematically replaced, softened, or corrupted—leading many away from the true Names and meanings YAHUAH gave from the beginning. This isn’t a matter of preference—it’s a matter of prophetic deception.

Here are just a few examples of how key words were altered to support a Zionist or religious agenda:

📖 Key Observations: Truth vs. Replacement

𐤉𐤄𐤅𐤄 (YAHUAH)

Replaced with: “Adonai” or “HaShem” or “The LORD”

Why it matters: These titles were introduced to hide the true Name of the Most High. Scripture says His Name is eternal and should be called upon.

“I am YAHUAH: that is My Name: and My glory will I not give to another…”

— Yesha’yahu (Isaiah) 42:8

𐤉𐤄𐤅𐤔𐤏 (Yahusha)

Replaced with: “Yeshua” or “Jesus”

Why it matters: The Name Yahusha contains the root “Yasha” (𐤉𐤔𐤏) meaning “salvation,” declaring “YAHUAH is salvation.” The name “Jesus” is a Greco-Roman insertion with no Hebrew meaning.

“And you shall call His Name YAHUSHA: for He shall save (yasha) His people from their sins.” — Mattithyahu 1:21 (Cepher, restored)

𐤉𐤔𐤓𐤀𐤋 (Yashar’al)

Replaced with: “Israel” (Latinized transliteration)

Why it matters: The modern term “Israel” is politically loaded and used to refer to a Zionist nation-state that denies Yahusha. True Yashar’al are those who walk upright in covenant through Yahusha, regardless of bloodline.

“Not all Yashar’al are of Yashar’al…”

— Romans 9:6

𐤁𐤔𐤓𐤕 (Bashura / Basharath)

Replaced with: “Gospel”

Why it matters: “Bashura” means covenant-based Good News. The word “gospel” comes from the Old English godspell, with no Hebrew roots, stripping the message from its covenant foundation.

“This Bashura of the Kingdom shall be preached in all the world…” — Mattithyahu 24:14

Goyim

Replaced with: “Gentiles” / “Non-Jews”

Why it matters: “Goyim” simply means “nations.” It has been weaponized to divide Yashar’al from those grafted in by Yahusha. In truth, many of the nations are being regathered into YAHUAH’s covenant family.

“And the other sheep I have, which are not of this fold, them also I must bring…” — Yochanon (John) 10:16

Aluah (𐤀𐤋𐤅𐤄) / Aluahiyim (𐤀𐤋𐤅𐤄𐤉𐤌)

Replaced with: “Elohim”

Why it matters: “Elohim” is a plural term from ancient Canaanite and Ugaritic usage. Though often used in translations, it’s not the original inspired word. “Aluah” and “Aluahiyim” refer to the singular and plural forms of Mighty One(s) in Ibriyt (Hebrew).

“Hear, O Yashar’al: YAHUAH our Aluah is one YAHUAH.”

— Devariym (Deuteronomy) 6:4

🐉 Who Is the Synagogue of Satan?

“I know the blasphemy of them which say they are Yahudiym, and are not, but are the synagogue of Satan.”

— Chazon (Revelation) 2:9

This is one of the most sobering revelations in all of Scripture. Yahusha Himself exposes a specific group of people—those who claim to be Yahudiyim (Jews), yet are not. He calls them what they truly are: the synagogue of Satan.

Let that sink in.

Not everyone who wears the title “Jew” or aligns themselves with religion, tradition, or the state of modern “Israel” is part of YAHUAH’s covenant people. In fact, according to Scripture, many are impostors—playing a role to deceive the masses.

This is not about ethnicity or race. This is about identity and fruit. Yahusha warned us that wolves would come in sheep’s clothing (Mattithyahu 7:15), and that in the last days, deception would be so strong that if it were possible, even the elect would be deceived (Mattithyahu 24:24).

This is that deception.

It’s happening right now.

A system has risen—called Zionism—that has cloaked itself in the identity of Yashar’al (𐤉𐤔𐤓𐤀𐤋), yet denies Yahusha as the Messiah, suppresses the true Name of YAHUAH, and leads the world into idolatry, political manipulation, and war. This system looks religious. It even quotes Scripture. But its root is not in the Ruach Ha’Qodash—it is a synagogue, or assembly, controlled by the dragon (Revelation 13:2).

Many believers today unknowingly support this system, thinking they are supporting prophecy or honoring the Most High. But Yahusha clearly said:

“You will know them by their fruits.”

— Mattithyahu (Matthew) 7:16

So what are the fruits of the modern Zionist movement?

🛑 A denial of Yahusha as Mashiach

🛑 Military dominance and political deception

🛑 Syncretism and Kabbalistic mysticism

🛑 Oppression and bloodshed

🛑 A false claim to being the chosen people, while rejecting the Covenant

Meanwhile, the true Yashar’al—those scattered among the nations, walking in obedience through Yahusha—remain hidden, humble, and persecuted.

But Yahusha is regathering His people. Not through governments or UN treaties. Not through political borders or national flags. But through covenant.

The real question is: Will we discern the wheat from the tares, or will we follow the crowd into deception?

✨ The Greater Exodus: Not a Political Migration

“He shall set up an ensign for the nations, and shall assemble the outcasts of Yashar’el, and gather together the dispersed of Yahudah from the four corners of the earth.”

— Yeshayahu (Isaiah) 11:12

This regathering is not about moving to a nation-state or applying for dual citizenship.

It’s about coming out of Babylon. Leaving religious deception. Walking the narrow path of covenant.

Through Yahusha Ha’Mashiach, we are grafted into the true olive tree—not by race, but by righteousness.

💧 Come Out of Her, My People

“Come out of her, My people, that ye be not partakers of her sins, and that ye receive not of her plagues.”

— Chazon (Revelation) 18:4

This is not just a prophetic warning. It’s a loving invitation.

YAHUAH is calling His people to come out of man-made systems—whether political, religious, or cultural—that oppose His ways. He is awakening His remnant to walk in righteousness, in truth, and in set-apartness.

This is a wake-up call. A call to unlearn the lies. A call to return to covenant, not tradition.

Through Yahusha Ha’Mashiach, we are grafted into the true olive tree—not by race, but by righteousness (Romans 11:17). The Greater Exodus is happening now—not by planes or governments, but by the power of the RUACH calling us home.

🕯️ Final Reflection

Ask yourself:

Have I equated modern Israel with the fulfillment of YAHUAH’s promise? Have I searched the Scriptures for myself, or inherited beliefs untested? Am I ready to let go of tradition to follow Yahusha on the narrow path?

“The righteous shall never be removed: but the wicked shall not inhabit the earth.”

— Mishlei (Proverbs) 10:30

🙏🏽 Closing Prayer

Abba YAHUAH,

Strip away the layers of deception.

Let Your Word shine brighter than tradition.

Expose the lies we’ve inherited and lead us in truth.

Call Your scattered remnant back to covenant.

In Yahusha’s Name, we pray.

Ahmayn.

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Refined in the Waiting: A Week of Surrender, Warfare & Mercy

“YAHUAH will perfect that which concerns me: Your mercy, O YAHUAH, endures forever.”

— Tehilliym (Psalms) 138:8

This past week has been one of the most spiritually stretching, emotionally intense, and faith-defining stretches of my life.

It’s now been nearly three weeks since the ER visit and the initial confusion about my pregnancy. And despite the ups and downs—the bleeding, the clotting, the waiting, the dreams—I have seen YAHUAH’s hand in every part. I am still pregnant. And more than that—I am being refined in the fire.

💧 Bleeding, Rest & the Mystery of the Womb

This week brought another wave of bleeding—intermittent, without pain, and often triggered by physical activity or stress. Each time I rest, the bleeding slows or even stops completely. This pattern aligns with what many experience when dealing with a subchorionic hematoma (SCH), though I haven’t received an official diagnosis.

Still, the clots I’ve passed have been unsettling. There have been moments—especially after particularly stressful days with the kids or preparing for our RV transition—when fear crept in and tried to overtake me. But each time, I ran back to the feet of YAHUAH.

He has sustained me. He has sustained this pregnancy.

💤 Dreams, Discernment & Deep Revelation

This past week brought dreams—some encouraging, some disturbing.

One was a vivid, almost prophetic dream involving my daughter. She was climbing a tree like a monkey, high and fast. I watched her from both within the dream and as if it were an old black-and-white home video. She let go—dangling, face-down—but wasn’t afraid. I caught her foot gently and helped her down. She was unharmed.

I believe this dream reflects what I’m currently walking through—trying to hold it all together, watching what feels out of control, and yet ultimately realizing that YAHUAH is allowing me to participate in protecting, guiding, and gently lowering what feels risky or unknown. Our daughter was safe. So is this baby—in His hands.

Another dream, darker in nature, seemed to represent spiritual warfare. A prisoner broke loose from his chains just enough to strangle someone—leaving behind only a giant green eye. I awoke to more bleeding. But I rebuked the enemy, prayed fervently, and the bleeding once again slowed.

This is not just physical. This is spiritual. And I’m in the midst of it.

🕊️ Faith Over Fear, Again & Again

There have been moments of peace so thick I could feel it like a blanket… and moments of panic where I had to fight to take every thought captive. But no matter what, YAHUAH continues to remind me:

“Now belief is the substance of things hoped for, the evidence of things not seen.”

— Ivriym (Hebrews) 11:1

“Being confident of this very thing, that he which has begun a good work in you will perform it until the day of Yahusha Ha’Mashiach.”

— Philippians 1:6

“Baruk are they that have not seen, and yet have believed.”

— Yochanon (John) 20:29

Preparing for Exodus

As our move-out day draws closer and our new journey begins, I’m learning that this season is not about being in control. It’s about trusting Him with every step. We’ve simplified. We’ve downsized. And now, as a family of five (seven, counting the baby and our two cats!), we’re about to enter a whole new way of living—closer to creation, closer to YAHUAH, and more available for ministry.

This entire pregnancy has mirrored our journey: unexpected, full of warfare, dependent on Yah, and rich in mercy.

Even As I Write This…

Even as I write this, I am bleeding again. But I will not let that stop me from believing. From testifying. From clinging to the promises of YAHUAH. This journey has been anything but predictable, but it has been filled with reminders of His presence. Messages from loved ones, like my sister-in-law just last night, reminded me that bleeding does not always mean loss. Her gentle words were a nudge from YAHUAH—a wink that I am not alone in this. That even in the unknown, His mercy still flows. So I will keep going. I will keep writing. I will keep believing—for life, for healing, for the perfect work He is doing in my womb.

“For we walk by belief, not by sight”

— Qorintiym Sheniy (2 Corinthians) 5:7

This journey hasn’t been easy. The ups and downs. The physical symptoms. The dreams. The confusion. But through it all, I’ve learned something deeper: faith isn’t passive—it’s active. It presses forward, even when the world and your body are screaming otherwise.

I am still choosing to declare life.

I am still choosing to speak the promises of YAHUAH over this womb.

I am still choosing to trust that what He has begun, He is faithful to complete.

“Baruk (blessed) is she who believed: for there shall be a performance of those things which were told her from YAHUAH.”

— Luqas (Luke) 1:45

Let this be a witness, not just for me, but for you, achoti. Even when the bleeding hasn’t stopped. Even when the world says it’s over. If YAHUAH has spoken life—believe Him.

🙏🏽 Final Reflection & Prayer

If you’re walking through something similar—uncertainty in pregnancy, unexplained bleeding, or medical confusion—I want to remind you: you are not alone.

Our Aluah sees you. He is not deaf to your cries. He is not confused by your symptoms. He knows the beginning and the end. And He will sustain what He has planted.

Prayer:

YAHUAH, thank You for the life growing inside me. Thank You for walking with me through the valley of uncertainty and showing me again and again that You are faithful. I surrender this child to You. I surrender my body, my emotions, and my plans to You. Strengthen me to walk by faith, not by sight. Rebuke the devourer. Heal my womb. Guard this baby. And use this story to awaken, comfort, and encourage others who are searching for hope.

In Yahusha’s Name, Ahmayn!

To the one who needs this reminder today: He is not finished. He sees. He knows. He will perfect that which concerns you.

Please leave a comment below, share your testimony, or email me directly if you’re going through something similar.

Let’s walk this narrow path together.

Email: Shalum@SheSingsForYah.com

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Refined by Faith, Rooted in Simplicity: A Family Journey with YAHUAH

“Baruk is she who believed: for there shall be a performance of those things which were told her from YAHUAH.”

— Luqas (Luke) 1:45

This post is for anyone walking through a season of testing, confusion, or refining — especially if you’re carrying something (or someone) precious in your womb or your spirit. I’m writing this as a follow-up to my latest YouTube video, “I Still Believe: Misdiagnosed Pregnancy, Mixed Reports, and Unshakable Faith in YAHUAH” — because there is more unfolding that I feel led to share.

📖 A Quick Update: Faith Confirmed, Timeline Realigned

On June 1, I had an abdominal ultrasound that showed a gestational sac measuring 5 weeks exactly. After weeks of conflicting reports, discouraging lab results, and even a misdiagnosis of a molar pregnancy (with zero follow-up scans), this was a huge moment of peace.

This confirmed what I had been sensing all along — not because of numbers or tests, but because of what YAHUAH had spoken through prayer, through dreams, and through quiet conviction.

We now have a follow-up ultrasound scheduled for June 23, which — based on our estimated conception around April 16–17 — would place us at approximately 8 weeks pregnant on that day. HalaluYAH!

🔥 Refined by Faith: A Season of Maturity

This journey has not just been about a pregnancy. It has been about FAITH. Real belief and trust. Emunah. The kind that clings to the Word of YAHUAH when nothing else makes sense. The kind that says, “I still believe,” even when the evidence is delayed or the voices around you are loud.

“That the trying of your belief, being much more precious than of gold that perishes, though it be tried with fire, might be found unto praise and honor and glory at the appearing of Yahusha Ha’Mashiach.”

— Kepha Ri’shon (1 Peter) 1:7

What I’ve realized is that this season is not just about carrying life in the womb. It’s about becoming the kind of vessel who can be trusted with life, with legacy, and with the road ahead.

🕊️ Rooted in Simplicity: Our New Chapter

We are officially transitioning from Texas fo Florida! As a family of four (plus baby in the womb… and two cats 😅), we’re preparing to travel from Texas to Florida in obedience and faith.

This decision didn’t come lightly. It came through pressure, frustration, and prayer — all pointing to one truth: YAHUAH is calling us to simplify, surrender, and be available for what He’s about to do.

We are choosing a lifestyle that allows us to be:

Closer to creation and the rhythms of YAHUAH More present with our children, free from distractions, clutter, and noise. Open for ministry.

“Stand in the ways, and see, and ask for the ancient paths, where is the good way, and walk therein, and ye shall find rest for your souls.”

— Yirmeyahu (Jeremiah) 6:16

🌿 Preparing for What’s Ahead

The wilderness has always been a place of preparation — and that’s exactly where we feel we are. Like Yashar’al leaving Mitsrayim (Egypt). Like Yahuhanan (John) crying out in the desert. Like Yahusha, being led into solitude before His ministry began.

This pregnancy journey — and this new chapter as a traveling family — is about being refined, rooted, and realigned with YAHUAH’s timing.

If you’re in a season of stripping or transition, I want to encourage you:

It’s not punishment. It’s preparation.

He’s making room for something sacred.

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And most of all — stay in belief. Stay in prayer. And stay rooted in His promises.

🙏 A Prayer for the Season

Abba YAHUAH,

We thank You for the refining, even when it hurts. We thank You for the wilderness, even when it feels lonely. Help us trust You fully. Strengthen us to believe when things look small or uncertain. Let us not grow weary, but rest in You. Prepare our homes, our hearts, and our hands for what You’re calling us to do.

In the Name above every name — YAHUSHA Ha’Mashiach — Ahmayn!

Stay bold. Stay humble. And keep walking the narrow path.

Belief Before the Heartbeat

A testimony of belief, life, and trusting the voice of YAHUAH over the report of man.

“Now belief is the substance of things hoped for, the evidence of things not seen.”

— Ivriym (Hebrews) 11:1

🌿 A Testimony Written in Real Time

As I write this, I am currently 6 weeks and 2 days pregnant, according to the best estimation we have based on ovulation and intimacy timing. Because of my irregular periods, it’s been especially difficult to date things precisely. My cycles have never followed a 28-day pattern, and for years I’ve dealt with inconsistency — making this pregnancy even more difficult for doctors to “measure.”

But YAHUAH is not the author of confusion.

He is the Creator of life — and He speaks peace in the middle of storms.

This is the testimony of how I chose to believe before the heartbeat.

🕊 Clarifying the Timeline: What the Ultrasounds Actually Meant

Through prayerful tracking and reflection, here’s what I now know:

April 11 or 12: Last known day of my last menstrual period.

April 14–15, 2025: We believe this is when conception most likely occurred.

April 16, 2025: Estimated date of fertilization.

So, when we went to the ER on May 18, I would have been around 4 weeks and 4 days pregnant. At that stage, it is completely normal for a transvaginal ultrasound to show only a gestational sac. The yolk sac and fetal pole are rarely visible that early.

Then, on May 23, I was given an abdominal ultrasound at about 5 weeks and 2 days pregnant. Again, this was very early, and abdominal ultrasounds are not as accurate as transvaginal ones, especially in the first trimester.

In most healthy pregnancies, the yolk sac or fetal pole doesn’t appear until around 5 weeks 5 days to 6 weeks+, depending on ovulation and implantation timing.

➡️ So, what they saw wasn’t evidence of a failed pregnancy — it was just too early.

💬 The Diagnosis I Refused to Receive

Here’s what happened:

April 26 — I took my first Clearblue digital pregnancy test, and it said “PREGNANT.”

May 18 — I began bleeding heavily with clots. We went to the ER. My hCG level was 1144. Ultrasound showed a gestational sac only, no yolk sac.

May 21 — I was prescribed progesterone by my midwife, but was still receiving conflicting information.

May 22 — hCG dropped to 251.

May 23 — hCG dropped again to 108 followed by an abdominal ultrasound that showed “nothing”.

May 23 (evening) — I received a text message from midwife diagnosing me with a molar pregnancy and advising me to come in for D&C follow-up.

But something didn’t sit right in my spirit.

I had never received a transvaginal ultrasound, which is more accurate in early pregnancy. The timing of everything felt premature. Deep down, I knew this diagnosis didn’t align with what YAHUAH had shown me in prayer.

So I chose not to accept the diagnosis — and I cried out to YAHUAH for confirmation.

⚠️ Important note:

The diagnosis of a molar pregnancy was especially confusing — because dropping hCG levels are not consistent with molar pregnancy. In fact, it’s quite the opposite.

In most cases of molar pregnancy, hCG levels skyrocket rapidly due to abnormal tissue growth.

My levels, however, were falling — which pointed more to an early or misdated pregnancy rather than molar.

That alone was a red flag 🚩

But more than that — my spirit was unsettled. And YAHUAH is not the author of confusion. I asked Him for clarity. And He answered in a way that only He could…

🌞 The Dream: A Sonogram and Worship in the Sunroom

On the morning of May 29, after crying out to YAHUAH in desperation for clarity, I was given a dream that felt like a love letter from Heaven.

I was sitting in a sunroom — a place of light, clarity, and peace. It wasn’t dark or hidden. It felt wide open, like a sacred space prepared for truth and revelation. I was alone, waiting — and it felt symbolic, like I was in a posture of receiving.

Suddenly, my husband entered the room with urgency and gentleness. His voice was steady but full of weight. He looked at me and said:

“I have to show you something.”

It felt like YAHUAH was speaking through him:

“I’m about to reveal what man cannot.”

He stood above me, and I was looking up toward him as he held something in his hands — a set of ultrasound photos. But these weren’t ordinary images.

The background was dark, but overlaid across the screen was a bright, green, matrix-like glow — almost like encoded light. It reminded me instantly that what we see with human eyes is often a coded illusion. Man may not perceive it, but YAHUAH sees the truth behind the veil.

And there — right in the middle of that green-glowing sonogram — was a fully developed, beautiful baby.

Not a dot. Not a blur.

A clear, radiant child — alive and written into YAHUAH’s plan.

I remember feeling in that moment that this wasn’t just a picture — it was a message. A confirmation. A divine unveiling. This baby is real, and this baby is seen by YAHUAH, even when man says otherwise.

My husband and I both looked at the image in reverence.

And then we did the only thing that felt right.

We began to praise and worship YAHUAH together.

Right there in the sunroom — before the battle had ended, before the world had confirmed anything — we lifted our voices in praise.

It was joyful. It was intimate. It was qadash.

And when I woke up, I was in tears.

But this time — not out of fear, but relief, joy, and peace.

Because the night before, I had prayed,

“Please make it clear.”

And He did.

This dream felt like a sacred unveiling. A reminder that what YAHUAH conceives under His covering cannot be undone.

He sees. He speaks. He confirms.

And this child — this life — is not forgotten.

✨ Formed in the Secret Place

I believe with all my heart that YAHUAH is bringing Scripture to life inside me — literally. I couldn’t shake the feeling that this baby is being hidden for a reason… formed in a place no one else can see, because that’s exactly what His Word says.

“My frame was not hidden from you, when I was made in secret, and skillfully wrought in the lowest parts of the earth. Your eyes did see my substance, yet being imperfect; and in your cepher all my members were written…”

— Tehilliym (Psalm) 139:15–16

Right now, no one else may be able to “see” this baby — not the doctors, not the scans — but I believe YAHUAH does.

Because He formed life in the secret place.

And that is what I’m holding onto.

🧪 You Are Not Alone: Real Stories of Misdiagnosis

As I researched more, I found story after story of women who were misdiagnosed early — told they were miscarrying, had a blighted ovum, or a molar pregnancy — and were pressured into terminating.

But many of these women chose to wait, pray, and trust YAHUAH. And in time, they saw:

Healthy heartbeats that had simply taken longer to appear. Babies measuring perfectly at their next scan. Wrong dates, wrong assumptions, and wrong reports.

Here are a few of the testimonies that strengthened me:

A woman told her pregnancy was a “blighted ovum” now has a healthy baby girl.

Another whose hCG dropped was later told the baby had reattached — a miracle the doctor couldn’t explain.

One woman with irregular cycles was told to expect a miscarriage… and gave birth months later to a strong baby boy.

These testimonies reminded me:

The medical system is flawed. But YAHUAH is faithful.

🕊 The Hebrew Midwives: Choosing Life in a Culture of Death

In Shemoth (Exodus) 1, Pharaoh commanded the Ivri (Hebrew) midwives to kill the Hebrew sons.

But they feared YAHUAH more than Pharaoh.

“But the midwives feared Elohiym, and did not as the king of Mitsrayim commanded them, but saved the male children alive.”

— Shemoth (Exodus) 1:17

Because of their bold obedience, YAHUAH honored and blessed their households.

Today, we are facing the same spiritual choice — to trust the voices of Pharaoh (medical systems, fear, urgency) or to trust the still, clear voice of YAHUAH that says:

“I give life.”

📖 What I’ve Learned: Faith in Action

Here’s what I now carry in my womb and in my spirit:

Faith is choosing to believe YAHUAH before the evidence arrives. Children are a gift, not a calculation.

“Lo, children are a heritage of YAHUAH: and the fruit of the womb is his reward.”

— Tehilliym (Psalms) 127:3

YAHUAH is not bound by hCG numbers. He is the author of life. Medical tools have limits — but YAHUAH is limitless. The womb is a spiritual battlefield — and belief is our shield.

📜 Scripture That Sustain Me

“Baruk are they that have not seen, and yet have believed.”

— Yahuchanon (John) 20:29

“Being confident of this very thing, that he which has begun a good work in you will perform it until the day of Yahusha Ha’Mashiach.”

— Pilippiym (Philippians) 1:6

“YAHUAH is not a man, that he should lie… has he said, and shall he not do it?”

— Bemidbar (Numbers) 23:19

“Trust in YAHUAH with all your heart; and lean not unto your own understanding.”

— Mishlei (Proverbs) 3:5–6

“He makes the barren woman to keep house, and to be a joyful mother of children. Halal YAHUAH.”

— Tehilliym (Psalms) 113:9

🧭 Letting Go of Man’s Report

After receiving yet another confusing update from the new midwife team — this time stating that both my hCG and progesterone were “very low” — something in me shifted.

Despite clearly explaining my estimated conception and implantation dates, and emphasizing that I’m only around 6 weeks and 2–5 days, their response felt rushed, vague, and out of alignment with everything YAHUAH has shown me.

I had asked for clarity:

“Was the number 8 referring to hCG or progesterone?”

But the response didn’t address that clearly. Instead, I was told that “both are low” — with no data, no breakdown, just a vague summary and a note that the report is unofficial.

And yet…

I still feel pregnant.

My symptoms are increasing.

I’ve had dreams.

I’ve had confirmations.

I’ve heard His voice.

And in that moment, I realized:

Maybe I’m not meant to seek further confirmation from man.

Maybe the confirmation already came — through the still small voice of YAHUAH, the peace that surpasses understanding, and the radiant image of a baby formed in the secret place.

I will continue to take care of my body. I will continue to pray.

But I am no longer chasing lab numbers to validate what YAHUAH has already planted.

🙏 A Prayer for Every Woman Waiting in the Unknown

Father YAHUAH,

You see us in the secret place.

You hear every whisper, every weeping prayer, every heartbeat — even the ones we cannot yet detect.

I lift up every mother who is walking through uncertainty, misdiagnosis, or fear.

Cover her with peace.

Cancel every lie spoken over her womb.

Let her walk by faith and not by sight.

May she, too, believe before the heartbeat — and see Your promise fulfilled.

In the Name of Yahusha Ha’Mashiach, Amein.

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Let’s stand together in belief, because faith comes by hearing, and hearing by the Word of YAHUAH.

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Until then…

I will wait on YAHUAH.

I will speak life.

And I will believe before the heartbeat.

YAHUAH Has the Final Say: A Testimony of Waiting, Discernment, Bold Belief, and Spiritual Warfare

To the woman in the waiting —

May you hear the still small voice above the noise.

May you rise in belief when man speaks doubt.

And may you remember that YAHUAH alone has the final say.

“Trust in YAHUAH with all your heart, and lean not on your own understanding.”

— Mishlei (Proverbs) 3:5, את Cepher

“Let YAHUAH be true, but every man a liar.”

— Romaiym (Romans) 3:4, את Cepher

A Spiritually Dark Place, But YAHUAH Was There

On Friday, May 16, I began spotting lightly. At first, I tried to stay calm, but something in my spirit stirred. By Saturday, the bleeding increased, and I passed a larger piece of tissue. I wasn’t in pain — but emotionally and spiritually, I felt unsettled. I had a headache, a racing heart, and no peace.

By 4 a.m. on Sunday, May 18, I knew we couldn’t wait. My husband and I packed our toddlers into the car and drove to the ER. The moment we entered, the atmosphere was dense — spiritually dark, oppressive, chaotic. It felt like a twilight zone. Staff members laughed in the hallways as if it were a breakroom. I wanted to cry.

When I was called in for the ultrasound, I was trembling and bleeding. The technician was kind. Gentle. She offered me the choice to skip the transvaginal scan, but I agreed — I needed clarity.

The doctor confirmed a gestational sac.

He said I was just earlier than I thought — likely 4 or 5 weeks at most.

My HCG was “low”, but not zero. It aligned with early pregnancy.

For the first time, I exhaled.

But just before we left, something happened I’ll never forget.

A man was brought into a room near ours — moaning and screaming in what sounded like demonic torment. The spiritual pressure around us was thick.

So we lifted our voices.

“Baruch Haba B’Shem YAHUAH… HalleluYAH…”

We sang as a family in that hospital.

It wasn’t just a song — it was warfare.

We were not just fighting for my womb — we were declaring victory over the seed YAHUAH had planted.

And I believe that’s exactly why the enemy was attacking.

“The thief comes not, but for to steal, and to kill, and to destroy: I am come that they might have life, and that they might have it more abundantly.”

— Yahuchanon (John) 10:10, את Cepher

HCG Drops, Pressure Builds — But the Ruach Said “Wait”

After the ER visit, I was sent home to rest and follow up with my midwife.

That week, I began progesterone support, and the bleeding began to slow.

But my HCG levels began to drop.

From 1,144… to 251… to 108… over the span of just a few days.

Still — I had no pain. No cramping.

And I still felt pregnant.

But instead of considering the whole picture, my midwife said:

“It looks like you had a miscarriage.”

She said this before any follow-up ultrasound.

Before asking how I was doing.

The Second Appointment: Cold Atmosphere, Rushed Conclusion

By Friday, May 23, I was sent to a clinic referred by my midwife for a second opinion. What I encountered there was deeply unsettling.

A woman walked out of the ultrasound room flaunting her printed baby pictures, dressed immodestly. It felt like a spiritual slap in the face.

Christian music played — using the name J-E-S-U-S, not the true messiah, YAHUSHA.

My 4-year-old looked up at me concerned with the music as if to say “Why are they singing ‘J-E-S-U-S’? We don’t believe that. We believe in YAHUAH.”

I knew then: this place was not where I’d find truth.

Because truth only flows from the Ruach Ha’Qodash — not from man.

There was a false sense of peace — but no reverence. No Ruach.

The male ultrasound tech called me by two wrong names.

He was 30 minutes late, showed no compassion, and didn’t offer a transvaginal scan — even though I was likely only 5–6 weeks. He very quickly performed an abdominal scan, which at that stage often shows nothing.

Just scanned… and asked for payment.

Then came the words from my midwife:

“There’s nothing there.”

“It’s a molar pregnancy.”

“We’re referring you for a D&C.”

No compassion. No follow-up. No second look.

Just a rushed decision based on one scan and a drop in labs.

And yet… my bleeding had stopped, my heart still believed, and I was not ready to agree with this conclusion.

A Confirmation from the Ruach

Just before that appointment, both my sister and my close friend texted me after I asked them for prayer separately.

Neither planned it.

But both messages said the exact same words:

“YAHUAH has the final say.”

I knew immediately — it was confirmation from the Ruach Ha’Qodash.

YAHUAH was not silent. He was guiding me to wait.

What They Don’t Tell You (But You Deserve to Know)

What they won’t say in most clinics:

HCG can dip and rise again early in pregnancy. Low progesterone can be supplemented and still support healthy development. A gestational sac means implantation happened — and timing matters. Abdominal ultrasounds often miss early development. Transvaginal is standard under 7 weeks.

You are allowed to ask questions.

You are allowed to wait.

You are allowed to trust YAHUAH.

“Wait on YAHUAH: be of good courage, and He shall strengthen your heart: wait, I say, on YAHUAH.”

— Tehilliym (Psalms) 27:14, את Cepher

“For the vision is yet for an appointed time… though it tarry, wait for it; because it will surely come, it will not tarry.”

— Chabaqquq (Habakkuk) 2:3, את Cepher

To the Woman in the Waiting Room…

You’re not crazy for questioning.

You’re not weak for hoping.

You’re not naive for waiting.

If something in your spirit says pause — listen.

That small voice is the Ruach Ha’Qodash whispering,

“Wait. Trust Me. I’m still writing the story.”

Reflection: Trusting His Whisper

“He shall be like a tree planted by the rivers of water, that brings forth his fruit in his season; his leaf also shall not wither; and whatsoever he does shall prosper.”

— Tehilliym (Psalms) 1:3, את Cepher

Final Words for the Brokenhearted Woman

To the woman who has been told: “There’s no hope” —

I say this over you:

YAHUAH has the final say.

Not man.

Not machines.

Not medicine.

Only the Author of Life — the One who formed you in the womb, who numbers your days in love.

So wait on Him. Fast. Pray. Seek truth.

Ask questions. Speak up.

And never be afraid to advocate for your child, your womb, and your peace.

Prayer for the One in the Waiting

Abba YAHUAH,

You see her. You know her.

Give her ears to hear the whisper of Your Ruach.

Speak louder than fear, stronger than pressure, and softer than shame.

Cover her womb in shalom. Strengthen her belief.

Let her testify of Your goodness — whether in life, in loss, or in waiting.

In the name of YAHUSHA Ha’Mashiach,

Amein.

“YAHUAH has the final say.”

You are not alone.