Tag: Emunah

Exposing the Zionist Deception: The Names, the Nations & the Narrow Path

“And ye shall know the truth, and the truth shall make you free.”

— Yochanon (John) 8:32

“For there is nothing covered, that shall not be revealed; neither hid, that shall not be known.”

— Luqas (Luke) 12:2

What if much of modern prophecy is being fulfilled… in reverse?

We’ve been conditioned to look toward man-made Israel for clues about the end times. But what if that expectation is part of the deception itself? What if those claiming to be “the chosen” are actually fulfilling the very warnings Yahusha gave us—about wolves in sheep’s clothing, the synagogue of Satan (Revelation 2:9, 3:9), and the rise of false messiahs?

Meanwhile, the true remnant—those walking in covenant through Yahusha—remain scattered across the four corners of the earth, hidden from the mainstream narrative, but seen by YAHUAH.

📺 Wars, Rumors & the Scripted Illusion of Israel vs. Iran

“And ye shall hear of wars and rumors of wars: see that ye be not troubled: for all these things must come to pass, but the end is not yet.”

— Mattithyahu (Matthew) 24:6

On June 13, 2025, as I write this, YouTube headlines are flooding with breaking news:

“Airstrike Kills Iran Missile Program Leader”

“Iran’s Top Military Leaders Killed”

“Rising Lion: Israel Strikes Iranian Nuclear Sites”

I don’t watch television. But even in a simple scroll on YouTube, it’s clear that the Middle East conflict is being amplified right now, drawing eyes toward Zionist Israel.

But here’s the real question: Is this truly biblical prophecy unfolding? Or is it part of the strong delusion Yahusha warned us about?

Millions today have been taught that defending the modern state of “Israel” is equal to defending the will of YAHUAH. But when we examine Scripture—and the fruit of modern Zionism—it becomes clear: this is not the fulfillment of prophecy, but a counterfeit performance designed to mimic it.

A crafted illusion, where Esau appears as Jacob, where war is branded as righteousness, and where false fulfillment distracts from the true gathering of Yashar’al (𐤉𐤔𐤓𐤀𐤋).

📖 Yahusha Warned Us

Yahusha said there would be wars and rumors of wars. He wasn’t giving us a checklist to idolize headlines—He was giving us a warning not to be deceived.

“Take heed that no man deceive you… for many shall come in My Name, saying, I am Mashiach, and shall deceive many.”

— Mattithyahu (Matthew) 24:4–5

This deception includes not only false messiahs, but false narratives—where entire world events are engineered to look like prophecy, while the true remnant sleeps, distracted by news cycles, politics, and nationalism.

Modern Zionism thrives on this confusion. It weaponizes war to legitimize a counterfeit Israel, propped up by global powers, not the Ruach of YAHUAH.

🧠 Discern the Tares

Yahusha never told us to look to a geopolitical state for truth. He told us to look at fruit. To discern the wheat from the tares.

He told us that the world would love its own—but that the remnant would be hated for His Name’s sake.

And He told us not to chase after the noise:

“If they shall say unto you, Behold, he is in the desert; go not forth: behold, he is in the secret chambers; believe it not.”

— Mattithyahu (Matthew) 24:26

In other words, stop chasing the headlines. Test everything. Examine the source. Compare it to Scripture.

Because the true fulfillment of prophecy will not be found in war-staged news or alliances of the beast system—it will be found in the gathering of the remnant through Yahusha, walking in covenant, and sealed by the Ruah.

🌾 The Parable of the Wheat and the Tares

“Let both grow together until the harvest: and in the time of harvest I shall say to the reapers, ‘Gather first the tares, and bind them in bundles to burn them; but gather the wheat into My barn.’”

— Mattithyahu (Matthew) 13:3

This flips the popular rapture doctrine on its head.

Most modern churches teach that believers will be “raptured” before tribulation, but Yahusha clearly says the tares are gathered first for destruction. The wheat—the righteous—remain and are gathered afterward into His Kingdom.

This isn’t a minor doctrinal issue. This is a massive misrepresentation of prophecy that lulls people into spiritual slumber.

🔥 Prophecy in Reverse

We are not watching the righteous being lifted up—we’re watching the tares being exalted. The Edomite elite, the synagogue of Satan, and the Zionist beast system are crafting a counterfeit fulfillment of prophecy.

The wicked are being gathered. The righteous remnant is being tested, refined, and awakened. Yahusha’s return is not for those aligned with political power—but those in covenant obedience.

🪶 The Ancient Rivalry: Esau vs. Ya’aqob

From the beginning, the battle has always been between Esau and Ya’aqob (Jacob).

Not just two brothers—but two kingdoms. Two destinies. Two spiritual inheritances.

“And YAHUAH said unto her, Two nations are in thy womb… and the elder shall serve the younger.”

— Bere’shiyth (Genesis) 25:23

Esau sold his birthright. Ya’aqob received the barakah (blessing). And ever since, Esau’s descendants—Edom—have warred against Yashar’al.

“Esau hated Ya’aqob… and said in his heart, The days of mourning for my father are at hand; then will I slay my brother Ya’aqob.”

— Genesis 27:41

The Zionist agenda is Esau’s end-times plan to steal the identity of Yashar’al (𐤉𐤔𐤓𐤀𐤋).

🧱 Zionism: A Political Agenda, Not a Prophetic Fulfillment

Zionism is not the same as Scripture. It is:

Rooted in Ashkenazi converts, not Shemetic lineage Propped up by global powers like the U.S. and U.N., not by YAHUAH Focused on nationalism, not covenant obedience A counterfeit mirror of true prophecy—in reverse

🕯️ Language Matters: How Truth Was Rewritten

The deception runs deep—into the very words we use. Words carry power. And over generations, the language of Scripture has been systematically replaced, softened, or corrupted—leading many away from the true Names and meanings YAHUAH gave from the beginning. This isn’t a matter of preference—it’s a matter of prophetic deception.

Here are just a few examples of how key words were altered to support a Zionist or religious agenda:

📖 Key Observations: Truth vs. Replacement

𐤉𐤄𐤅𐤄 (YAHUAH)

Replaced with: “Adonai” or “HaShem” or “The LORD”

Why it matters: These titles were introduced to hide the true Name of the Most High. Scripture says His Name is eternal and should be called upon.

“I am YAHUAH: that is My Name: and My glory will I not give to another…”

— Yesha’yahu (Isaiah) 42:8

𐤉𐤄𐤅𐤔𐤏 (Yahusha)

Replaced with: “Yeshua” or “Jesus”

Why it matters: The Name Yahusha contains the root “Yasha” (𐤉𐤔𐤏) meaning “salvation,” declaring “YAHUAH is salvation.” The name “Jesus” is a Greco-Roman insertion with no Hebrew meaning.

“And you shall call His Name YAHUSHA: for He shall save (yasha) His people from their sins.” — Mattithyahu 1:21 (Cepher, restored)

𐤉𐤔𐤓𐤀𐤋 (Yashar’al)

Replaced with: “Israel” (Latinized transliteration)

Why it matters: The modern term “Israel” is politically loaded and used to refer to a Zionist nation-state that denies Yahusha. True Yashar’al are those who walk upright in covenant through Yahusha, regardless of bloodline.

“Not all Yashar’al are of Yashar’al…”

— Romans 9:6

𐤁𐤔𐤓𐤕 (Bashura / Basharath)

Replaced with: “Gospel”

Why it matters: “Bashura” means covenant-based Good News. The word “gospel” comes from the Old English godspell, with no Hebrew roots, stripping the message from its covenant foundation.

“This Bashura of the Kingdom shall be preached in all the world…” — Mattithyahu 24:14

Goyim

Replaced with: “Gentiles” / “Non-Jews”

Why it matters: “Goyim” simply means “nations.” It has been weaponized to divide Yashar’al from those grafted in by Yahusha. In truth, many of the nations are being regathered into YAHUAH’s covenant family.

“And the other sheep I have, which are not of this fold, them also I must bring…” — Yochanon (John) 10:16

Aluah (𐤀𐤋𐤅𐤄) / Aluahiyim (𐤀𐤋𐤅𐤄𐤉𐤌)

Replaced with: “Elohim”

Why it matters: “Elohim” is a plural term from ancient Canaanite and Ugaritic usage. Though often used in translations, it’s not the original inspired word. “Aluah” and “Aluahiyim” refer to the singular and plural forms of Mighty One(s) in Ibriyt (Hebrew).

“Hear, O Yashar’al: YAHUAH our Aluah is one YAHUAH.”

— Devariym (Deuteronomy) 6:4

🐉 Who Is the Synagogue of Satan?

“I know the blasphemy of them which say they are Yahudiym, and are not, but are the synagogue of Satan.”

— Chazon (Revelation) 2:9

This is one of the most sobering revelations in all of Scripture. Yahusha Himself exposes a specific group of people—those who claim to be Yahudiyim (Jews), yet are not. He calls them what they truly are: the synagogue of Satan.

Let that sink in.

Not everyone who wears the title “Jew” or aligns themselves with religion, tradition, or the state of modern “Israel” is part of YAHUAH’s covenant people. In fact, according to Scripture, many are impostors—playing a role to deceive the masses.

This is not about ethnicity or race. This is about identity and fruit. Yahusha warned us that wolves would come in sheep’s clothing (Mattithyahu 7:15), and that in the last days, deception would be so strong that if it were possible, even the elect would be deceived (Mattithyahu 24:24).

This is that deception.

It’s happening right now.

A system has risen—called Zionism—that has cloaked itself in the identity of Yashar’al (𐤉𐤔𐤓𐤀𐤋), yet denies Yahusha as the Messiah, suppresses the true Name of YAHUAH, and leads the world into idolatry, political manipulation, and war. This system looks religious. It even quotes Scripture. But its root is not in the Ruach Ha’Qodash—it is a synagogue, or assembly, controlled by the dragon (Revelation 13:2).

Many believers today unknowingly support this system, thinking they are supporting prophecy or honoring the Most High. But Yahusha clearly said:

“You will know them by their fruits.”

— Mattithyahu (Matthew) 7:16

So what are the fruits of the modern Zionist movement?

🛑 A denial of Yahusha as Mashiach

🛑 Military dominance and political deception

🛑 Syncretism and Kabbalistic mysticism

🛑 Oppression and bloodshed

🛑 A false claim to being the chosen people, while rejecting the Covenant

Meanwhile, the true Yashar’al—those scattered among the nations, walking in obedience through Yahusha—remain hidden, humble, and persecuted.

But Yahusha is regathering His people. Not through governments or UN treaties. Not through political borders or national flags. But through covenant.

The real question is: Will we discern the wheat from the tares, or will we follow the crowd into deception?

✨ The Greater Exodus: Not a Political Migration

“He shall set up an ensign for the nations, and shall assemble the outcasts of Yashar’el, and gather together the dispersed of Yahudah from the four corners of the earth.”

— Yeshayahu (Isaiah) 11:12

This regathering is not about moving to a nation-state or applying for dual citizenship.

It’s about coming out of Babylon. Leaving religious deception. Walking the narrow path of covenant.

Through Yahusha Ha’Mashiach, we are grafted into the true olive tree—not by race, but by righteousness.

💧 Come Out of Her, My People

“Come out of her, My people, that ye be not partakers of her sins, and that ye receive not of her plagues.”

— Chazon (Revelation) 18:4

This is not just a prophetic warning. It’s a loving invitation.

YAHUAH is calling His people to come out of man-made systems—whether political, religious, or cultural—that oppose His ways. He is awakening His remnant to walk in righteousness, in truth, and in set-apartness.

This is a wake-up call. A call to unlearn the lies. A call to return to covenant, not tradition.

Through Yahusha Ha’Mashiach, we are grafted into the true olive tree—not by race, but by righteousness (Romans 11:17). The Greater Exodus is happening now—not by planes or governments, but by the power of the RUACH calling us home.

🕯️ Final Reflection

Ask yourself:

Have I equated modern Israel with the fulfillment of YAHUAH’s promise? Have I searched the Scriptures for myself, or inherited beliefs untested? Am I ready to let go of tradition to follow Yahusha on the narrow path?

“The righteous shall never be removed: but the wicked shall not inhabit the earth.”

— Mishlei (Proverbs) 10:30

🙏🏽 Closing Prayer

Abba YAHUAH,

Strip away the layers of deception.

Let Your Word shine brighter than tradition.

Expose the lies we’ve inherited and lead us in truth.

Call Your scattered remnant back to covenant.

In Yahusha’s Name, we pray.

Ahmayn.

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Refined by Faith, Rooted in Simplicity: A Family Journey with YAHUAH

“Baruk is she who believed: for there shall be a performance of those things which were told her from YAHUAH.”

— Luqas (Luke) 1:45

This post is for anyone walking through a season of testing, confusion, or refining — especially if you’re carrying something (or someone) precious in your womb or your spirit. I’m writing this as a follow-up to my latest YouTube video, “I Still Believe: Misdiagnosed Pregnancy, Mixed Reports, and Unshakable Faith in YAHUAH” — because there is more unfolding that I feel led to share.

📖 A Quick Update: Faith Confirmed, Timeline Realigned

On June 1, I had an abdominal ultrasound that showed a gestational sac measuring 5 weeks exactly. After weeks of conflicting reports, discouraging lab results, and even a misdiagnosis of a molar pregnancy (with zero follow-up scans), this was a huge moment of peace.

This confirmed what I had been sensing all along — not because of numbers or tests, but because of what YAHUAH had spoken through prayer, through dreams, and through quiet conviction.

We now have a follow-up ultrasound scheduled for June 23, which — based on our estimated conception around April 16–17 — would place us at approximately 8 weeks pregnant on that day. HalaluYAH!

🔥 Refined by Faith: A Season of Maturity

This journey has not just been about a pregnancy. It has been about FAITH. Real belief and trust. Emunah. The kind that clings to the Word of YAHUAH when nothing else makes sense. The kind that says, “I still believe,” even when the evidence is delayed or the voices around you are loud.

“That the trying of your belief, being much more precious than of gold that perishes, though it be tried with fire, might be found unto praise and honor and glory at the appearing of Yahusha Ha’Mashiach.”

— Kepha Ri’shon (1 Peter) 1:7

What I’ve realized is that this season is not just about carrying life in the womb. It’s about becoming the kind of vessel who can be trusted with life, with legacy, and with the road ahead.

🕊️ Rooted in Simplicity: Our New Chapter

We are officially transitioning from Texas fo Florida! As a family of four (plus baby in the womb… and two cats 😅), we’re preparing to travel from Texas to Florida in obedience and faith.

This decision didn’t come lightly. It came through pressure, frustration, and prayer — all pointing to one truth: YAHUAH is calling us to simplify, surrender, and be available for what He’s about to do.

We are choosing a lifestyle that allows us to be:

Closer to creation and the rhythms of YAHUAH More present with our children, free from distractions, clutter, and noise. Open for ministry.

“Stand in the ways, and see, and ask for the ancient paths, where is the good way, and walk therein, and ye shall find rest for your souls.”

— Yirmeyahu (Jeremiah) 6:16

🌿 Preparing for What’s Ahead

The wilderness has always been a place of preparation — and that’s exactly where we feel we are. Like Yashar’al leaving Mitsrayim (Egypt). Like Yahuhanan (John) crying out in the desert. Like Yahusha, being led into solitude before His ministry began.

This pregnancy journey — and this new chapter as a traveling family — is about being refined, rooted, and realigned with YAHUAH’s timing.

If you’re in a season of stripping or transition, I want to encourage you:

It’s not punishment. It’s preparation.

He’s making room for something sacred.

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Pray for our family as we prepare for the June 23 ultrasound and the journey ahead

And most of all — stay in belief. Stay in prayer. And stay rooted in His promises.

🙏 A Prayer for the Season

Abba YAHUAH,

We thank You for the refining, even when it hurts. We thank You for the wilderness, even when it feels lonely. Help us trust You fully. Strengthen us to believe when things look small or uncertain. Let us not grow weary, but rest in You. Prepare our homes, our hearts, and our hands for what You’re calling us to do.

In the Name above every name — YAHUSHA Ha’Mashiach — Ahmayn!

Stay bold. Stay humble. And keep walking the narrow path.

Belief Before the Heartbeat

A testimony of belief, life, and trusting the voice of YAHUAH over the report of man.

“Now belief is the substance of things hoped for, the evidence of things not seen.”

— Ivriym (Hebrews) 11:1

🌿 A Testimony Written in Real Time

As I write this, I am currently 6 weeks and 2 days pregnant, according to the best estimation we have based on ovulation and intimacy timing. Because of my irregular periods, it’s been especially difficult to date things precisely. My cycles have never followed a 28-day pattern, and for years I’ve dealt with inconsistency — making this pregnancy even more difficult for doctors to “measure.”

But YAHUAH is not the author of confusion.

He is the Creator of life — and He speaks peace in the middle of storms.

This is the testimony of how I chose to believe before the heartbeat.

🕊 Clarifying the Timeline: What the Ultrasounds Actually Meant

Through prayerful tracking and reflection, here’s what I now know:

April 11 or 12: Last known day of my last menstrual period.

April 14–15, 2025: We believe this is when conception most likely occurred.

April 16, 2025: Estimated date of fertilization.

So, when we went to the ER on May 18, I would have been around 4 weeks and 4 days pregnant. At that stage, it is completely normal for a transvaginal ultrasound to show only a gestational sac. The yolk sac and fetal pole are rarely visible that early.

Then, on May 23, I was given an abdominal ultrasound at about 5 weeks and 2 days pregnant. Again, this was very early, and abdominal ultrasounds are not as accurate as transvaginal ones, especially in the first trimester.

In most healthy pregnancies, the yolk sac or fetal pole doesn’t appear until around 5 weeks 5 days to 6 weeks+, depending on ovulation and implantation timing.

➡️ So, what they saw wasn’t evidence of a failed pregnancy — it was just too early.

💬 The Diagnosis I Refused to Receive

Here’s what happened:

April 26 — I took my first Clearblue digital pregnancy test, and it said “PREGNANT.”

May 18 — I began bleeding heavily with clots. We went to the ER. My hCG level was 1144. Ultrasound showed a gestational sac only, no yolk sac.

May 21 — I was prescribed progesterone by my midwife, but was still receiving conflicting information.

May 22 — hCG dropped to 251.

May 23 — hCG dropped again to 108 followed by an abdominal ultrasound that showed “nothing”.

May 23 (evening) — I received a text message from midwife diagnosing me with a molar pregnancy and advising me to come in for D&C follow-up.

But something didn’t sit right in my spirit.

I had never received a transvaginal ultrasound, which is more accurate in early pregnancy. The timing of everything felt premature. Deep down, I knew this diagnosis didn’t align with what YAHUAH had shown me in prayer.

So I chose not to accept the diagnosis — and I cried out to YAHUAH for confirmation.

⚠️ Important note:

The diagnosis of a molar pregnancy was especially confusing — because dropping hCG levels are not consistent with molar pregnancy. In fact, it’s quite the opposite.

In most cases of molar pregnancy, hCG levels skyrocket rapidly due to abnormal tissue growth.

My levels, however, were falling — which pointed more to an early or misdated pregnancy rather than molar.

That alone was a red flag 🚩

But more than that — my spirit was unsettled. And YAHUAH is not the author of confusion. I asked Him for clarity. And He answered in a way that only He could…

🌞 The Dream: A Sonogram and Worship in the Sunroom

On the morning of May 29, after crying out to YAHUAH in desperation for clarity, I was given a dream that felt like a love letter from Heaven.

I was sitting in a sunroom — a place of light, clarity, and peace. It wasn’t dark or hidden. It felt wide open, like a sacred space prepared for truth and revelation. I was alone, waiting — and it felt symbolic, like I was in a posture of receiving.

Suddenly, my husband entered the room with urgency and gentleness. His voice was steady but full of weight. He looked at me and said:

“I have to show you something.”

It felt like YAHUAH was speaking through him:

“I’m about to reveal what man cannot.”

He stood above me, and I was looking up toward him as he held something in his hands — a set of ultrasound photos. But these weren’t ordinary images.

The background was dark, but overlaid across the screen was a bright, green, matrix-like glow — almost like encoded light. It reminded me instantly that what we see with human eyes is often a coded illusion. Man may not perceive it, but YAHUAH sees the truth behind the veil.

And there — right in the middle of that green-glowing sonogram — was a fully developed, beautiful baby.

Not a dot. Not a blur.

A clear, radiant child — alive and written into YAHUAH’s plan.

I remember feeling in that moment that this wasn’t just a picture — it was a message. A confirmation. A divine unveiling. This baby is real, and this baby is seen by YAHUAH, even when man says otherwise.

My husband and I both looked at the image in reverence.

And then we did the only thing that felt right.

We began to praise and worship YAHUAH together.

Right there in the sunroom — before the battle had ended, before the world had confirmed anything — we lifted our voices in praise.

It was joyful. It was intimate. It was qadash.

And when I woke up, I was in tears.

But this time — not out of fear, but relief, joy, and peace.

Because the night before, I had prayed,

“Please make it clear.”

And He did.

This dream felt like a sacred unveiling. A reminder that what YAHUAH conceives under His covering cannot be undone.

He sees. He speaks. He confirms.

And this child — this life — is not forgotten.

✨ Formed in the Secret Place

I believe with all my heart that YAHUAH is bringing Scripture to life inside me — literally. I couldn’t shake the feeling that this baby is being hidden for a reason… formed in a place no one else can see, because that’s exactly what His Word says.

“My frame was not hidden from you, when I was made in secret, and skillfully wrought in the lowest parts of the earth. Your eyes did see my substance, yet being imperfect; and in your cepher all my members were written…”

— Tehilliym (Psalm) 139:15–16

Right now, no one else may be able to “see” this baby — not the doctors, not the scans — but I believe YAHUAH does.

Because He formed life in the secret place.

And that is what I’m holding onto.

🧪 You Are Not Alone: Real Stories of Misdiagnosis

As I researched more, I found story after story of women who were misdiagnosed early — told they were miscarrying, had a blighted ovum, or a molar pregnancy — and were pressured into terminating.

But many of these women chose to wait, pray, and trust YAHUAH. And in time, they saw:

Healthy heartbeats that had simply taken longer to appear. Babies measuring perfectly at their next scan. Wrong dates, wrong assumptions, and wrong reports.

Here are a few of the testimonies that strengthened me:

A woman told her pregnancy was a “blighted ovum” now has a healthy baby girl.

Another whose hCG dropped was later told the baby had reattached — a miracle the doctor couldn’t explain.

One woman with irregular cycles was told to expect a miscarriage… and gave birth months later to a strong baby boy.

These testimonies reminded me:

The medical system is flawed. But YAHUAH is faithful.

🕊 The Hebrew Midwives: Choosing Life in a Culture of Death

In Shemoth (Exodus) 1, Pharaoh commanded the Ivri (Hebrew) midwives to kill the Hebrew sons.

But they feared YAHUAH more than Pharaoh.

“But the midwives feared Elohiym, and did not as the king of Mitsrayim commanded them, but saved the male children alive.”

— Shemoth (Exodus) 1:17

Because of their bold obedience, YAHUAH honored and blessed their households.

Today, we are facing the same spiritual choice — to trust the voices of Pharaoh (medical systems, fear, urgency) or to trust the still, clear voice of YAHUAH that says:

“I give life.”

📖 What I’ve Learned: Faith in Action

Here’s what I now carry in my womb and in my spirit:

Faith is choosing to believe YAHUAH before the evidence arrives. Children are a gift, not a calculation.

“Lo, children are a heritage of YAHUAH: and the fruit of the womb is his reward.”

— Tehilliym (Psalms) 127:3

YAHUAH is not bound by hCG numbers. He is the author of life. Medical tools have limits — but YAHUAH is limitless. The womb is a spiritual battlefield — and belief is our shield.

📜 Scripture That Sustain Me

“Baruk are they that have not seen, and yet have believed.”

— Yahuchanon (John) 20:29

“Being confident of this very thing, that he which has begun a good work in you will perform it until the day of Yahusha Ha’Mashiach.”

— Pilippiym (Philippians) 1:6

“YAHUAH is not a man, that he should lie… has he said, and shall he not do it?”

— Bemidbar (Numbers) 23:19

“Trust in YAHUAH with all your heart; and lean not unto your own understanding.”

— Mishlei (Proverbs) 3:5–6

“He makes the barren woman to keep house, and to be a joyful mother of children. Halal YAHUAH.”

— Tehilliym (Psalms) 113:9

🧭 Letting Go of Man’s Report

After receiving yet another confusing update from the new midwife team — this time stating that both my hCG and progesterone were “very low” — something in me shifted.

Despite clearly explaining my estimated conception and implantation dates, and emphasizing that I’m only around 6 weeks and 2–5 days, their response felt rushed, vague, and out of alignment with everything YAHUAH has shown me.

I had asked for clarity:

“Was the number 8 referring to hCG or progesterone?”

But the response didn’t address that clearly. Instead, I was told that “both are low” — with no data, no breakdown, just a vague summary and a note that the report is unofficial.

And yet…

I still feel pregnant.

My symptoms are increasing.

I’ve had dreams.

I’ve had confirmations.

I’ve heard His voice.

And in that moment, I realized:

Maybe I’m not meant to seek further confirmation from man.

Maybe the confirmation already came — through the still small voice of YAHUAH, the peace that surpasses understanding, and the radiant image of a baby formed in the secret place.

I will continue to take care of my body. I will continue to pray.

But I am no longer chasing lab numbers to validate what YAHUAH has already planted.

🙏 A Prayer for Every Woman Waiting in the Unknown

Father YAHUAH,

You see us in the secret place.

You hear every whisper, every weeping prayer, every heartbeat — even the ones we cannot yet detect.

I lift up every mother who is walking through uncertainty, misdiagnosis, or fear.

Cover her with peace.

Cancel every lie spoken over her womb.

Let her walk by faith and not by sight.

May she, too, believe before the heartbeat — and see Your promise fulfilled.

In the Name of Yahusha Ha’Mashiach, Amein.

🕯️ Will You Share Your Story?

Have you been misdiagnosed? Are you praying for a miracle?

Reach out. Share your story.

Let’s stand together in belief, because faith comes by hearing, and hearing by the Word of YAHUAH.

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Until then…

I will wait on YAHUAH.

I will speak life.

And I will believe before the heartbeat.

YAHUAH Has the Final Say: A Testimony of Waiting, Discernment, Bold Belief, and Spiritual Warfare

To the woman in the waiting —

May you hear the still small voice above the noise.

May you rise in belief when man speaks doubt.

And may you remember that YAHUAH alone has the final say.

“Trust in YAHUAH with all your heart, and lean not on your own understanding.”

— Mishlei (Proverbs) 3:5, את Cepher

“Let YAHUAH be true, but every man a liar.”

— Romaiym (Romans) 3:4, את Cepher

A Spiritually Dark Place, But YAHUAH Was There

On Friday, May 16, I began spotting lightly. At first, I tried to stay calm, but something in my spirit stirred. By Saturday, the bleeding increased, and I passed a larger piece of tissue. I wasn’t in pain — but emotionally and spiritually, I felt unsettled. I had a headache, a racing heart, and no peace.

By 4 a.m. on Sunday, May 18, I knew we couldn’t wait. My husband and I packed our toddlers into the car and drove to the ER. The moment we entered, the atmosphere was dense — spiritually dark, oppressive, chaotic. It felt like a twilight zone. Staff members laughed in the hallways as if it were a breakroom. I wanted to cry.

When I was called in for the ultrasound, I was trembling and bleeding. The technician was kind. Gentle. She offered me the choice to skip the transvaginal scan, but I agreed — I needed clarity.

The doctor confirmed a gestational sac.

He said I was just earlier than I thought — likely 4 or 5 weeks at most.

My HCG was “low”, but not zero. It aligned with early pregnancy.

For the first time, I exhaled.

But just before we left, something happened I’ll never forget.

A man was brought into a room near ours — moaning and screaming in what sounded like demonic torment. The spiritual pressure around us was thick.

So we lifted our voices.

“Baruch Haba B’Shem YAHUAH… HalleluYAH…”

We sang as a family in that hospital.

It wasn’t just a song — it was warfare.

We were not just fighting for my womb — we were declaring victory over the seed YAHUAH had planted.

And I believe that’s exactly why the enemy was attacking.

“The thief comes not, but for to steal, and to kill, and to destroy: I am come that they might have life, and that they might have it more abundantly.”

— Yahuchanon (John) 10:10, את Cepher

HCG Drops, Pressure Builds — But the Ruach Said “Wait”

After the ER visit, I was sent home to rest and follow up with my midwife.

That week, I began progesterone support, and the bleeding began to slow.

But my HCG levels began to drop.

From 1,144… to 251… to 108… over the span of just a few days.

Still — I had no pain. No cramping.

And I still felt pregnant.

But instead of considering the whole picture, my midwife said:

“It looks like you had a miscarriage.”

She said this before any follow-up ultrasound.

Before asking how I was doing.

The Second Appointment: Cold Atmosphere, Rushed Conclusion

By Friday, May 23, I was sent to a clinic referred by my midwife for a second opinion. What I encountered there was deeply unsettling.

A woman walked out of the ultrasound room flaunting her printed baby pictures, dressed immodestly. It felt like a spiritual slap in the face.

Christian music played — using the name J-E-S-U-S, not the true messiah, YAHUSHA.

My 4-year-old looked up at me concerned with the music as if to say “Why are they singing ‘J-E-S-U-S’? We don’t believe that. We believe in YAHUAH.”

I knew then: this place was not where I’d find truth.

Because truth only flows from the Ruach Ha’Qodash — not from man.

There was a false sense of peace — but no reverence. No Ruach.

The male ultrasound tech called me by two wrong names.

He was 30 minutes late, showed no compassion, and didn’t offer a transvaginal scan — even though I was likely only 5–6 weeks. He very quickly performed an abdominal scan, which at that stage often shows nothing.

Just scanned… and asked for payment.

Then came the words from my midwife:

“There’s nothing there.”

“It’s a molar pregnancy.”

“We’re referring you for a D&C.”

No compassion. No follow-up. No second look.

Just a rushed decision based on one scan and a drop in labs.

And yet… my bleeding had stopped, my heart still believed, and I was not ready to agree with this conclusion.

A Confirmation from the Ruach

Just before that appointment, both my sister and my close friend texted me after I asked them for prayer separately.

Neither planned it.

But both messages said the exact same words:

“YAHUAH has the final say.”

I knew immediately — it was confirmation from the Ruach Ha’Qodash.

YAHUAH was not silent. He was guiding me to wait.

What They Don’t Tell You (But You Deserve to Know)

What they won’t say in most clinics:

HCG can dip and rise again early in pregnancy. Low progesterone can be supplemented and still support healthy development. A gestational sac means implantation happened — and timing matters. Abdominal ultrasounds often miss early development. Transvaginal is standard under 7 weeks.

You are allowed to ask questions.

You are allowed to wait.

You are allowed to trust YAHUAH.

“Wait on YAHUAH: be of good courage, and He shall strengthen your heart: wait, I say, on YAHUAH.”

— Tehilliym (Psalms) 27:14, את Cepher

“For the vision is yet for an appointed time… though it tarry, wait for it; because it will surely come, it will not tarry.”

— Chabaqquq (Habakkuk) 2:3, את Cepher

To the Woman in the Waiting Room…

You’re not crazy for questioning.

You’re not weak for hoping.

You’re not naive for waiting.

If something in your spirit says pause — listen.

That small voice is the Ruach Ha’Qodash whispering,

“Wait. Trust Me. I’m still writing the story.”

Reflection: Trusting His Whisper

“He shall be like a tree planted by the rivers of water, that brings forth his fruit in his season; his leaf also shall not wither; and whatsoever he does shall prosper.”

— Tehilliym (Psalms) 1:3, את Cepher

Final Words for the Brokenhearted Woman

To the woman who has been told: “There’s no hope” —

I say this over you:

YAHUAH has the final say.

Not man.

Not machines.

Not medicine.

Only the Author of Life — the One who formed you in the womb, who numbers your days in love.

So wait on Him. Fast. Pray. Seek truth.

Ask questions. Speak up.

And never be afraid to advocate for your child, your womb, and your peace.

Prayer for the One in the Waiting

Abba YAHUAH,

You see her. You know her.

Give her ears to hear the whisper of Your Ruach.

Speak louder than fear, stronger than pressure, and softer than shame.

Cover her womb in shalom. Strengthen her belief.

Let her testify of Your goodness — whether in life, in loss, or in waiting.

In the name of YAHUSHA Ha’Mashiach,

Amein.

“YAHUAH has the final say.”

You are not alone.

Belief in the Unseen: Holding Fast in the Wilderness

“Now belief is the substance of things hoped for, the evidence of things not seen.”

— Ivriym (Hebrews) 11:1, את Cepher

There is a kind of belief that only grows in the wilderness — when nothing around you makes sense, and yet something inside of you refuses to let go.

That’s the kind of belief I’m walking in now.

A Seed of Joy, Planted in Faithfulness

The night this child was conceived, there was joy. Real joy — not just between my husband and me, but joy in YAHUAH. We were in a place of peace, laughter, worship, and love. We truly believe that night was blessed by our Creator — a moment of oneness under His covering, and a seed planted in covenant.

That’s the memory I’ve held onto during the days when my belief has felt tested. When the reports didn’t sound good. When the bleeding made me question. When the silence from doctors tried to drown out the whisper of YAHUAH.

But I know what that night was. I know Who was present. And I know that YAHUAH doesn’t bless in vain.

What Is Belief, Really? (Emunah)

In the original Hebrew, the word used in place of “faith” is emunah. Emunah isn’t just an abstract feeling — it means steadfastness, firmness, trustworthiness, active belief, and covenant loyalty.

This kind of belief doesn’t just say, “I hope it works out.” It says, “I will stand firm, obey, and trust even when I can’t see.”

And that’s the kind of belief YAHUAH is forming in me through this trial.

“For we walk by belief, not by sight.”

— 2 Corinthians 5:7

The Battle Over the Unseen

Lately, I’ve felt the weight of spiritual warfare — like the enemy has been trying to wear me down, little by little. I’ve felt my defenses slipping. But YAHUAH, in His mercy, reminded me through dreams, through His Word, and through the Ruach Ha’Qodash that I cannot drop the sword in this hour.

“The trying of your belief works patience…”

— Ya’aqov (James) 1:3

This season has shown me how real the battle is — not just for my body, but for my peace, my purpose, and the next generation. I’ve come to see that this isn’t just about me. It’s about legacy. It’s about obedience. It’s about the enemy trying to destroy what YAHUAH is forming before it has a chance to take root.

Belief Is Our Weapon

In one of the dreams YAHUAH gave me last night, I saw Scriptures — actual verses, like written responses — being revealed as answers to my prayers. It was like He was saying, “My Word is your weapon. You cannot fight this without it.”

I now understand that belief is more than silent hope. It’s emunah. It’s action. It’s substance. It’s what I cling to when everything else falls away. And though I can’t see the full picture yet, I believe that YAHUAH is faithful.

“They that wait upon YAHUAH shall renew their strength…”

— Yeshayahu (Isaiah) 40:31

To the One Who’s Also Waiting

If you’re reading this and you’re in a place of uncertainty — waiting for breakthrough, for healing, for life — I want you to know: you’re not alone.

The world may tell you to give up. The flesh may say there’s nothing to hold onto. But the Word of YAHUAH says otherwise.

“Wait on YAHUAH: be of good courage, and he shall strengthen your heart: wait, I say, on YAHUAH.”

— Tehilliym (Psalm) 27:14

Cling to His promises. Declare them. Speak life over what feels dead. Prophecy to dry bones. You are not forgotten. You are not abandoned. And no matter how dark the season may seem, YAHUAH is still planting things in you that will one day bear fruit.

May we all learn to walk by emunah, not by sight.

To hope with purpose.

To trust with boldness.

And to love YAHUAH with all our hearts, even in the unseen.