Author: shesingsforyah

Shalum! I’m Kristen — a seeker of truth, a daughter of YAHUAH, and a witness to His unfailing mercy. Delivered from New Age deception and church traditions, I now walk the narrow path of Torah through the salvation of YAHUSHA Ha’Mashiach. This blog is a place for the scattered remnant, the weary, and the awakened — where prophetic insight, Scripture-centered teaching, and personal testimony come together in reverence to the Most High. May every word here glorify His Name and encourage you to return to the ancient path.

Belief Before the Heartbeat

A testimony of belief, life, and trusting the voice of YAHUAH over the report of man.

“Now belief is the substance of things hoped for, the evidence of things not seen.”

— Ivriym (Hebrews) 11:1

🌿 A Testimony Written in Real Time

As I write this, I am currently 6 weeks and 2 days pregnant, according to the best estimation we have based on ovulation and intimacy timing. Because of my irregular periods, it’s been especially difficult to date things precisely. My cycles have never followed a 28-day pattern, and for years I’ve dealt with inconsistency — making this pregnancy even more difficult for doctors to “measure.”

But YAHUAH is not the author of confusion.

He is the Creator of life — and He speaks peace in the middle of storms.

This is the testimony of how I chose to believe before the heartbeat.

🕊 Clarifying the Timeline: What the Ultrasounds Actually Meant

Through prayerful tracking and reflection, here’s what I now know:

April 11 or 12: Last known day of my last menstrual period.

April 14–15, 2025: We believe this is when conception most likely occurred.

April 16, 2025: Estimated date of fertilization.

So, when we went to the ER on May 18, I would have been around 4 weeks and 4 days pregnant. At that stage, it is completely normal for a transvaginal ultrasound to show only a gestational sac. The yolk sac and fetal pole are rarely visible that early.

Then, on May 23, I was given an abdominal ultrasound at about 5 weeks and 2 days pregnant. Again, this was very early, and abdominal ultrasounds are not as accurate as transvaginal ones, especially in the first trimester.

In most healthy pregnancies, the yolk sac or fetal pole doesn’t appear until around 5 weeks 5 days to 6 weeks+, depending on ovulation and implantation timing.

➡️ So, what they saw wasn’t evidence of a failed pregnancy — it was just too early.

💬 The Diagnosis I Refused to Receive

Here’s what happened:

April 26 — I took my first Clearblue digital pregnancy test, and it said “PREGNANT.”

May 18 — I began bleeding heavily with clots. We went to the ER. My hCG level was 1144. Ultrasound showed a gestational sac only, no yolk sac.

May 21 — I was prescribed progesterone by my midwife, but was still receiving conflicting information.

May 22 — hCG dropped to 251.

May 23 — hCG dropped again to 108 followed by an abdominal ultrasound that showed “nothing”.

May 23 (evening) — I received a text message from midwife diagnosing me with a molar pregnancy and advising me to come in for D&C follow-up.

But something didn’t sit right in my spirit.

I had never received a transvaginal ultrasound, which is more accurate in early pregnancy. The timing of everything felt premature. Deep down, I knew this diagnosis didn’t align with what YAHUAH had shown me in prayer.

So I chose not to accept the diagnosis — and I cried out to YAHUAH for confirmation.

⚠️ Important note:

The diagnosis of a molar pregnancy was especially confusing — because dropping hCG levels are not consistent with molar pregnancy. In fact, it’s quite the opposite.

In most cases of molar pregnancy, hCG levels skyrocket rapidly due to abnormal tissue growth.

My levels, however, were falling — which pointed more to an early or misdated pregnancy rather than molar.

That alone was a red flag 🚩

But more than that — my spirit was unsettled. And YAHUAH is not the author of confusion. I asked Him for clarity. And He answered in a way that only He could…

🌞 The Dream: A Sonogram and Worship in the Sunroom

On the morning of May 29, after crying out to YAHUAH in desperation for clarity, I was given a dream that felt like a love letter from Heaven.

I was sitting in a sunroom — a place of light, clarity, and peace. It wasn’t dark or hidden. It felt wide open, like a sacred space prepared for truth and revelation. I was alone, waiting — and it felt symbolic, like I was in a posture of receiving.

Suddenly, my husband entered the room with urgency and gentleness. His voice was steady but full of weight. He looked at me and said:

“I have to show you something.”

It felt like YAHUAH was speaking through him:

“I’m about to reveal what man cannot.”

He stood above me, and I was looking up toward him as he held something in his hands — a set of ultrasound photos. But these weren’t ordinary images.

The background was dark, but overlaid across the screen was a bright, green, matrix-like glow — almost like encoded light. It reminded me instantly that what we see with human eyes is often a coded illusion. Man may not perceive it, but YAHUAH sees the truth behind the veil.

And there — right in the middle of that green-glowing sonogram — was a fully developed, beautiful baby.

Not a dot. Not a blur.

A clear, radiant child — alive and written into YAHUAH’s plan.

I remember feeling in that moment that this wasn’t just a picture — it was a message. A confirmation. A divine unveiling. This baby is real, and this baby is seen by YAHUAH, even when man says otherwise.

My husband and I both looked at the image in reverence.

And then we did the only thing that felt right.

We began to praise and worship YAHUAH together.

Right there in the sunroom — before the battle had ended, before the world had confirmed anything — we lifted our voices in praise.

It was joyful. It was intimate. It was qadash.

And when I woke up, I was in tears.

But this time — not out of fear, but relief, joy, and peace.

Because the night before, I had prayed,

“Please make it clear.”

And He did.

This dream felt like a sacred unveiling. A reminder that what YAHUAH conceives under His covering cannot be undone.

He sees. He speaks. He confirms.

And this child — this life — is not forgotten.

✨ Formed in the Secret Place

I believe with all my heart that YAHUAH is bringing Scripture to life inside me — literally. I couldn’t shake the feeling that this baby is being hidden for a reason… formed in a place no one else can see, because that’s exactly what His Word says.

“My frame was not hidden from you, when I was made in secret, and skillfully wrought in the lowest parts of the earth. Your eyes did see my substance, yet being imperfect; and in your cepher all my members were written…”

— Tehilliym (Psalm) 139:15–16

Right now, no one else may be able to “see” this baby — not the doctors, not the scans — but I believe YAHUAH does.

Because He formed life in the secret place.

And that is what I’m holding onto.

🧪 You Are Not Alone: Real Stories of Misdiagnosis

As I researched more, I found story after story of women who were misdiagnosed early — told they were miscarrying, had a blighted ovum, or a molar pregnancy — and were pressured into terminating.

But many of these women chose to wait, pray, and trust YAHUAH. And in time, they saw:

Healthy heartbeats that had simply taken longer to appear. Babies measuring perfectly at their next scan. Wrong dates, wrong assumptions, and wrong reports.

Here are a few of the testimonies that strengthened me:

A woman told her pregnancy was a “blighted ovum” now has a healthy baby girl.

Another whose hCG dropped was later told the baby had reattached — a miracle the doctor couldn’t explain.

One woman with irregular cycles was told to expect a miscarriage… and gave birth months later to a strong baby boy.

These testimonies reminded me:

The medical system is flawed. But YAHUAH is faithful.

🕊 The Hebrew Midwives: Choosing Life in a Culture of Death

In Shemoth (Exodus) 1, Pharaoh commanded the Ivri (Hebrew) midwives to kill the Hebrew sons.

But they feared YAHUAH more than Pharaoh.

“But the midwives feared Elohiym, and did not as the king of Mitsrayim commanded them, but saved the male children alive.”

— Shemoth (Exodus) 1:17

Because of their bold obedience, YAHUAH honored and blessed their households.

Today, we are facing the same spiritual choice — to trust the voices of Pharaoh (medical systems, fear, urgency) or to trust the still, clear voice of YAHUAH that says:

“I give life.”

📖 What I’ve Learned: Faith in Action

Here’s what I now carry in my womb and in my spirit:

Faith is choosing to believe YAHUAH before the evidence arrives. Children are a gift, not a calculation.

“Lo, children are a heritage of YAHUAH: and the fruit of the womb is his reward.”

— Tehilliym (Psalms) 127:3

YAHUAH is not bound by hCG numbers. He is the author of life. Medical tools have limits — but YAHUAH is limitless. The womb is a spiritual battlefield — and belief is our shield.

📜 Scripture That Sustain Me

“Baruk are they that have not seen, and yet have believed.”

— Yahuchanon (John) 20:29

“Being confident of this very thing, that he which has begun a good work in you will perform it until the day of Yahusha Ha’Mashiach.”

— Pilippiym (Philippians) 1:6

“YAHUAH is not a man, that he should lie… has he said, and shall he not do it?”

— Bemidbar (Numbers) 23:19

“Trust in YAHUAH with all your heart; and lean not unto your own understanding.”

— Mishlei (Proverbs) 3:5–6

“He makes the barren woman to keep house, and to be a joyful mother of children. Halal YAHUAH.”

— Tehilliym (Psalms) 113:9

🧭 Letting Go of Man’s Report

After receiving yet another confusing update from the new midwife team — this time stating that both my hCG and progesterone were “very low” — something in me shifted.

Despite clearly explaining my estimated conception and implantation dates, and emphasizing that I’m only around 6 weeks and 2–5 days, their response felt rushed, vague, and out of alignment with everything YAHUAH has shown me.

I had asked for clarity:

“Was the number 8 referring to hCG or progesterone?”

But the response didn’t address that clearly. Instead, I was told that “both are low” — with no data, no breakdown, just a vague summary and a note that the report is unofficial.

And yet…

I still feel pregnant.

My symptoms are increasing.

I’ve had dreams.

I’ve had confirmations.

I’ve heard His voice.

And in that moment, I realized:

Maybe I’m not meant to seek further confirmation from man.

Maybe the confirmation already came — through the still small voice of YAHUAH, the peace that surpasses understanding, and the radiant image of a baby formed in the secret place.

I will continue to take care of my body. I will continue to pray.

But I am no longer chasing lab numbers to validate what YAHUAH has already planted.

🙏 A Prayer for Every Woman Waiting in the Unknown

Father YAHUAH,

You see us in the secret place.

You hear every whisper, every weeping prayer, every heartbeat — even the ones we cannot yet detect.

I lift up every mother who is walking through uncertainty, misdiagnosis, or fear.

Cover her with peace.

Cancel every lie spoken over her womb.

Let her walk by faith and not by sight.

May she, too, believe before the heartbeat — and see Your promise fulfilled.

In the Name of Yahusha Ha’Mashiach, Amein.

🕯️ Will You Share Your Story?

Have you been misdiagnosed? Are you praying for a miracle?

Reach out. Share your story.

Let’s stand together in belief, because faith comes by hearing, and hearing by the Word of YAHUAH.

🎥 I’ll be sharing the full testimony and dream soon on my YouTube channel — click here to subscribe.

Until then…

I will wait on YAHUAH.

I will speak life.

And I will believe before the heartbeat.

Unmasking the Curses: Hidden Hebrew Truth in Debarim 28

“And they shall be upon you for a sign and for a wonder, and upon your seed forever.”

— Debarim (Deuteronomy) 28:46, Cepher

A Prophetic Chapter Misunderstood

Debarim (Deuteronomy) 28 is not just a list of ancient curses — it’s a prophetic fingerprint. For generations, this chapter has been spiritualized, misquoted, and mistranslated, all while the true identity of the scattered seed of Yaʽaqov (Jacob) has been hidden under layers of deception.

But when we return to the original Hebrew, we discover that this chapter was never just about disobedience — it’s about identity. And it prophetically identifies who the true Yashar’al is today — not by what religion says, but by the signs YAHUAH Himself declared would be upon the seed forever.

The True Name: Yashar’al (𐤉𐤔𐤓𐤀𐤋)

Yashar’al is often mistranslated as “Israel,” but in Hebrew, it holds powerful covenant meaning:

Yashar — straight, upright, righteous

Al — short for Aluah, Aluahiym, the Mighty One

This isn’t a national title. It’s a covenant identity — one given to those who walk uprightly with Aluah.

And when that covenant was broken, the consequences were generational.

Yashar’al today are not defined by modern borders or religious systems — they are the scattered seed, carrying the prophetic marks found in this chapter.

“Seed” Means Seed — Not a Metaphor

“Cursed shall be the fruit of your womb…” — Debarim 28:18

The Hebrew word used is Zera (𐤆𐤓𐤏) — which means literal offspring. These curses weren’t spiritual allegories. They were generational judgments on physical descendants, resulting from rebellion against YAHUAH’s covenant.

The Curses Are the Sign (𐤀𐤕 – Oth)

“And they shall be upon you for a sign and for a wonder, and upon your seed forever.” — v. 46

The word for “sign” is Oth (𐤀𐤕) — the same word used in Bere’shiyth (Genesis) 1:14 for the appointed times and in Shemoth (Exodus) 31:13 for the Shabbath. These curses themselves are a prophetic marker placed on the true Yashar’al.

Mistranslations That Hide the Truth

The reason so few recognize this is because translators and religious institutions have intentionally obscured the meaning of Debarim 28. Here are a few critical mistranslations and replacements that conceal the truth:

1. “Gentiles” instead of “Goyim” (𐤂𐤉𐤌)

Goyim means “nations” or “foreign pagan powers.” Often mistranslated as “Gentiles” — which became a vague term for “non-Jews.” In Debarim 28:49, it refers to oppressing empires — not average outsiders. These are the colonizers, the enslavers, the conquerors.

2. “Buy” instead of “Redeem” (𐤒𐤍𐤄 – Kanah)

“No man shall buy you…” — v. 68

The Hebrew word kanah means to redeem, to deliver — not purchase.

This means: “No one will redeem you.”

The scattered seed would be without deliverance… until their return to YAHUAH.

3. “Israel” instead of “Yashar’al”

“Israel” is a Greco-Roman transliteration that has been politicized.

But Yashar’al means upright with Aluah — and it reflects obedience, not geography.

4. “Obey” instead of “Shamar” (𐤔𐤌𐤓)

“Obey” implies harsh submission. But Shamar means to guard, treasure, protect. This is covenant love — not legalistic servitude.

5. “Servant” instead of “Slave” (𐤏𐤁𐤃 – Eḇed)

This word means slave in context — not simply a helper.

Verse 68 is not metaphorical. It’s describing literal, generational slavery via ships.

The transatlantic slave trade fulfills this curse.

6. “LORD” and “God” instead of YAHUAH / Aluah / Aluahiym

The true Name of the Most High — YAHUAH (𐤉𐤄𐤅𐤄) — was removed over 6,800 times.

In its place:

“LORD” (from Ba’al)

“God” (a pagan title/result of syncretism)

“Elohim” (a later mistranslation)

But the original Hebrew titles are: YAHUAH – the Name Aluah – singular Mighty One Aluahiym – plural of power, used for YAHUAH in majesty

This identity theft was not just linguistic — it was spiritual warfare.

A Global Identity Theft: Who Does This Describe?

Let’s be honest:

Who was taken by ships into captivity? Who was stripped of their language and heritage? Who had their children sold and stolen? Who labors under foreign systems, never fully restored? Who has no redeemer and no rest — just like verse 65 says?

This is not the modern political state of “Israel.”

This describes the scattered descendants of Yashar’al — especially those in the Americas, Caribbean, Africa, and beyond.

It’s Not Just Hidden — It Was Replaced

Replace the Name.

Replace the people.

Replace the covenant.

This has always been the agenda of the beast system.

But now — YAHUAH is restoring all things.

Reflection

If you’ve ever read Debarim 28 and thought, “This sounds like the story of my ancestors” — it’s because it is.

These are not generic curses.

They are identity markers, signs for the last days to awaken the remnant.

And the Ruach Ha’Qodash is opening eyes.

The Good News: Grafted Into Yashar’al Through Yahusha

While Debarim 28 exposes the identity of the scattered seed and the deep deception that has hidden them, the message does not end in judgment — it ends in restoration.

Through Yahusha Ha’Mashiach, the lost sheep of Yashar’al are being called home, and the nations are being invited to be grafted in — not into religion, but into covenant.

“And if some of the branches be broken off, and you, being a wild olive tree, were grafted in among them… boast not against the branches…”

— Romaiym (Romans) 11:17–18

The true Bashura (good news) is not a church message — it is the announcement that the Kingdom of YAHUAH is being restored, the Name is being revealed, and the people are being regathered.

This is the fulfillment of prophecy — and it’s happening now.

“My sheep hear my voice…”

— Yahuchanon (John) 10:27

If you are hearing this truth, if it stirs something deep in your spirit… it is because you were chosen to return.

Yahusha is the door.

And through Him, you are no longer lost — you are grafted into Yashar’al.

“And if some of the branches were broken off, and you, being a wild olive tree, were grafted in among them… you now share in the root and fatness of the olive tree.”

— Romaiym (Romans) 11:17

Prayer

Abba YAHUAH,

Thank You for preserving Your Word, even when men tried to change it.

Thank You for the signs You placed upon Your people — not to shame, but to awaken.

Open the eyes of the scattered.

Heal the wounds of forgotten tribes.

Break the chains of false religion, language, and identity.

Let us return to Your covenant, Your Name, and Your ways.

Let us rise as Yashar’al — upright with You.

In the Name of Yahusha Ha’Mashiach,

Ahmayn.

YAHUAH Has the Final Say: A Testimony of Waiting, Discernment, Bold Belief, and Spiritual Warfare

To the woman in the waiting —

May you hear the still small voice above the noise.

May you rise in belief when man speaks doubt.

And may you remember that YAHUAH alone has the final say.

“Trust in YAHUAH with all your heart, and lean not on your own understanding.”

— Mishlei (Proverbs) 3:5, את Cepher

“Let YAHUAH be true, but every man a liar.”

— Romaiym (Romans) 3:4, את Cepher

A Spiritually Dark Place, But YAHUAH Was There

On Friday, May 16, I began spotting lightly. At first, I tried to stay calm, but something in my spirit stirred. By Saturday, the bleeding increased, and I passed a larger piece of tissue. I wasn’t in pain — but emotionally and spiritually, I felt unsettled. I had a headache, a racing heart, and no peace.

By 4 a.m. on Sunday, May 18, I knew we couldn’t wait. My husband and I packed our toddlers into the car and drove to the ER. The moment we entered, the atmosphere was dense — spiritually dark, oppressive, chaotic. It felt like a twilight zone. Staff members laughed in the hallways as if it were a breakroom. I wanted to cry.

When I was called in for the ultrasound, I was trembling and bleeding. The technician was kind. Gentle. She offered me the choice to skip the transvaginal scan, but I agreed — I needed clarity.

The doctor confirmed a gestational sac.

He said I was just earlier than I thought — likely 4 or 5 weeks at most.

My HCG was “low”, but not zero. It aligned with early pregnancy.

For the first time, I exhaled.

But just before we left, something happened I’ll never forget.

A man was brought into a room near ours — moaning and screaming in what sounded like demonic torment. The spiritual pressure around us was thick.

So we lifted our voices.

“Baruch Haba B’Shem YAHUAH… HalleluYAH…”

We sang as a family in that hospital.

It wasn’t just a song — it was warfare.

We were not just fighting for my womb — we were declaring victory over the seed YAHUAH had planted.

And I believe that’s exactly why the enemy was attacking.

“The thief comes not, but for to steal, and to kill, and to destroy: I am come that they might have life, and that they might have it more abundantly.”

— Yahuchanon (John) 10:10, את Cepher

HCG Drops, Pressure Builds — But the Ruach Said “Wait”

After the ER visit, I was sent home to rest and follow up with my midwife.

That week, I began progesterone support, and the bleeding began to slow.

But my HCG levels began to drop.

From 1,144… to 251… to 108… over the span of just a few days.

Still — I had no pain. No cramping.

And I still felt pregnant.

But instead of considering the whole picture, my midwife said:

“It looks like you had a miscarriage.”

She said this before any follow-up ultrasound.

Before asking how I was doing.

The Second Appointment: Cold Atmosphere, Rushed Conclusion

By Friday, May 23, I was sent to a clinic referred by my midwife for a second opinion. What I encountered there was deeply unsettling.

A woman walked out of the ultrasound room flaunting her printed baby pictures, dressed immodestly. It felt like a spiritual slap in the face.

Christian music played — using the name J-E-S-U-S, not the true messiah, YAHUSHA.

My 4-year-old looked up at me concerned with the music as if to say “Why are they singing ‘J-E-S-U-S’? We don’t believe that. We believe in YAHUAH.”

I knew then: this place was not where I’d find truth.

Because truth only flows from the Ruach Ha’Qodash — not from man.

There was a false sense of peace — but no reverence. No Ruach.

The male ultrasound tech called me by two wrong names.

He was 30 minutes late, showed no compassion, and didn’t offer a transvaginal scan — even though I was likely only 5–6 weeks. He very quickly performed an abdominal scan, which at that stage often shows nothing.

Just scanned… and asked for payment.

Then came the words from my midwife:

“There’s nothing there.”

“It’s a molar pregnancy.”

“We’re referring you for a D&C.”

No compassion. No follow-up. No second look.

Just a rushed decision based on one scan and a drop in labs.

And yet… my bleeding had stopped, my heart still believed, and I was not ready to agree with this conclusion.

A Confirmation from the Ruach

Just before that appointment, both my sister and my close friend texted me after I asked them for prayer separately.

Neither planned it.

But both messages said the exact same words:

“YAHUAH has the final say.”

I knew immediately — it was confirmation from the Ruach Ha’Qodash.

YAHUAH was not silent. He was guiding me to wait.

What They Don’t Tell You (But You Deserve to Know)

What they won’t say in most clinics:

HCG can dip and rise again early in pregnancy. Low progesterone can be supplemented and still support healthy development. A gestational sac means implantation happened — and timing matters. Abdominal ultrasounds often miss early development. Transvaginal is standard under 7 weeks.

You are allowed to ask questions.

You are allowed to wait.

You are allowed to trust YAHUAH.

“Wait on YAHUAH: be of good courage, and He shall strengthen your heart: wait, I say, on YAHUAH.”

— Tehilliym (Psalms) 27:14, את Cepher

“For the vision is yet for an appointed time… though it tarry, wait for it; because it will surely come, it will not tarry.”

— Chabaqquq (Habakkuk) 2:3, את Cepher

To the Woman in the Waiting Room…

You’re not crazy for questioning.

You’re not weak for hoping.

You’re not naive for waiting.

If something in your spirit says pause — listen.

That small voice is the Ruach Ha’Qodash whispering,

“Wait. Trust Me. I’m still writing the story.”

Reflection: Trusting His Whisper

“He shall be like a tree planted by the rivers of water, that brings forth his fruit in his season; his leaf also shall not wither; and whatsoever he does shall prosper.”

— Tehilliym (Psalms) 1:3, את Cepher

Final Words for the Brokenhearted Woman

To the woman who has been told: “There’s no hope” —

I say this over you:

YAHUAH has the final say.

Not man.

Not machines.

Not medicine.

Only the Author of Life — the One who formed you in the womb, who numbers your days in love.

So wait on Him. Fast. Pray. Seek truth.

Ask questions. Speak up.

And never be afraid to advocate for your child, your womb, and your peace.

Prayer for the One in the Waiting

Abba YAHUAH,

You see her. You know her.

Give her ears to hear the whisper of Your Ruach.

Speak louder than fear, stronger than pressure, and softer than shame.

Cover her womb in shalom. Strengthen her belief.

Let her testify of Your goodness — whether in life, in loss, or in waiting.

In the name of YAHUSHA Ha’Mashiach,

Amein.

“YAHUAH has the final say.”

You are not alone.

Belief in the Unseen: Holding Fast in the Wilderness

“Now belief is the substance of things hoped for, the evidence of things not seen.”

— Ivriym (Hebrews) 11:1, את Cepher

There is a kind of belief that only grows in the wilderness — when nothing around you makes sense, and yet something inside of you refuses to let go.

That’s the kind of belief I’m walking in now.

A Seed of Joy, Planted in Faithfulness

The night this child was conceived, there was joy. Real joy — not just between my husband and me, but joy in YAHUAH. We were in a place of peace, laughter, worship, and love. We truly believe that night was blessed by our Creator — a moment of oneness under His covering, and a seed planted in covenant.

That’s the memory I’ve held onto during the days when my belief has felt tested. When the reports didn’t sound good. When the bleeding made me question. When the silence from doctors tried to drown out the whisper of YAHUAH.

But I know what that night was. I know Who was present. And I know that YAHUAH doesn’t bless in vain.

What Is Belief, Really? (Emunah)

In the original Hebrew, the word used in place of “faith” is emunah. Emunah isn’t just an abstract feeling — it means steadfastness, firmness, trustworthiness, active belief, and covenant loyalty.

This kind of belief doesn’t just say, “I hope it works out.” It says, “I will stand firm, obey, and trust even when I can’t see.”

And that’s the kind of belief YAHUAH is forming in me through this trial.

“For we walk by belief, not by sight.”

— 2 Corinthians 5:7

The Battle Over the Unseen

Lately, I’ve felt the weight of spiritual warfare — like the enemy has been trying to wear me down, little by little. I’ve felt my defenses slipping. But YAHUAH, in His mercy, reminded me through dreams, through His Word, and through the Ruach Ha’Qodash that I cannot drop the sword in this hour.

“The trying of your belief works patience…”

— Ya’aqov (James) 1:3

This season has shown me how real the battle is — not just for my body, but for my peace, my purpose, and the next generation. I’ve come to see that this isn’t just about me. It’s about legacy. It’s about obedience. It’s about the enemy trying to destroy what YAHUAH is forming before it has a chance to take root.

Belief Is Our Weapon

In one of the dreams YAHUAH gave me last night, I saw Scriptures — actual verses, like written responses — being revealed as answers to my prayers. It was like He was saying, “My Word is your weapon. You cannot fight this without it.”

I now understand that belief is more than silent hope. It’s emunah. It’s action. It’s substance. It’s what I cling to when everything else falls away. And though I can’t see the full picture yet, I believe that YAHUAH is faithful.

“They that wait upon YAHUAH shall renew their strength…”

— Yeshayahu (Isaiah) 40:31

To the One Who’s Also Waiting

If you’re reading this and you’re in a place of uncertainty — waiting for breakthrough, for healing, for life — I want you to know: you’re not alone.

The world may tell you to give up. The flesh may say there’s nothing to hold onto. But the Word of YAHUAH says otherwise.

“Wait on YAHUAH: be of good courage, and he shall strengthen your heart: wait, I say, on YAHUAH.”

— Tehilliym (Psalm) 27:14

Cling to His promises. Declare them. Speak life over what feels dead. Prophecy to dry bones. You are not forgotten. You are not abandoned. And no matter how dark the season may seem, YAHUAH is still planting things in you that will one day bear fruit.

May we all learn to walk by emunah, not by sight.

To hope with purpose.

To trust with boldness.

And to love YAHUAH with all our hearts, even in the unseen.

The Oneness of YAHUAH: Breaking Free from the Trinity Doctrine

“Shema Yisra’ĕl: YAHUAH our Aluah, YAHUAH is one (echad)!”

— Deḇarim (Deuteronomy) 6:4

The foundation of our belief must be rooted in Scripture — not tradition, not councils, not creeds. The concept of the “Trinity” is nowhere found in the Word. It is a man-made doctrine introduced centuries after the resurrection, shaped by Greco-Roman thought and institutional religion.

But Scripture is clear: YAHUAH is One — and YAHUSHA is the manifestation of that oneness, not a separate being or lesser deity.

YAHUSHA Is the Word Made Flesh

“In the beginning was the Word, and the Word was with Aluah, and the Word was Aluah… And the Word became flesh and dwelt among us.”

— Yahuchanon (John) 1:1, 14

YAHUSHA is the Dabar (Word) of YAHUAH in human form. He is not “a part” of Aluah — He is Aluah revealed to us.

He and the Father Are One

“I and My Father are one.” — John 10:30

“He who has seen Me has seen the Father.” — John 14:9

This isn’t metaphor. YAHUSHA clearly stated He is the visible image of the invisible Aluah (see Qolossiyim 1:15). When you see YAHUSHA, you are beholding YAHUAH.

He Came in the Name of YAHUAH

“I have come in My Father’s Name, and you do not receive Me…”

— John 5:43

His very Name — YAHUSHA — means “YAHUAH is Salvation.” The Name reveals the truth.

There Is Only One Savior — YAHUAH

“I, even I, am YAHUAH; and besides Me there is no savior.”

— Yesha’yahu (Isaiah) 43:11

“There is no Aluah beside Me… a Savior; there is none beside Me.”

— Yesha’yahu (Isaiah) 45:21

And yet YAHUSHA is called our Savior throughout the Renewed Covenant. Why? Because He is YAHUAH revealed in the flesh.

All the Fullness of Aluah Dwells in Him

“For in Him dwells all the completeness of Aluah bodily.”

— Qolossiyim (Colossians) 2:9

Not one-third. Not a second person. All the fullness.

The Spirit (Ruach) Is Not Separate

“YAHUAH is the Spirit, and where the Ruach of YAHUAH is, there is freedom.”

— 2 Qorin’tiyim (2 Corinthians) 3:17

The Ruach Ha’Qodash is not a third being — it is YAHUAH’s very essence and presence.

Immanu’Ĕl — Aluah with Us

“And they shall call His name Immanu’Ĕl, which means, ‘Aluah with us.’”

— Mattithyahu (Matthew) 1:23

YAHUAH came to dwell among us in the body of YAHUSHA. The fullness of His being clothed in flesh.

Exalting the True Name

“YAHUAH has highly exalted Him and given Him the Name which is above every name…”

— Pilipiyim (Philippians) 2:9–11

Not a promotion. A revealing. He bore the Name above all names before the foundation of the world.

Expose the Trinity — Embrace the Truth

The Trinity doctrine, birthed in the Nicene Creed of 325 AD, was designed to reshape YAHUAH into a three-headed deity to align with pagan philosophies. But YAHUAH is One (echad) — not three persons, not co-equal entities. He is the eternal, indivisible, all-powerful Aluah who manifested Himself as the Son for our redemption.

“Draw near to Aluah, and He will draw near to you…”

— Ya’aqob (James) 4:8

Reflection

Have you unknowingly accepted a version of YAHUAH shaped by tradition instead of Scripture? Are you willing to lay down man-made theology to receive the revelation of who He truly is — YAHUAH revealed in YAHUSHA?

Prayer

Abba YAHUAH,

I come before You with a heart ready to be taught by Your Ruach. If there is any falsehood in what I’ve believed, expose it. Remove every veil. Let me know You in Spirit and in truth. I believe that You came in the flesh as YAHUSHA, and I receive the fullness of that truth. Strengthen me to walk in it and boldly share it, no matter the cost.

In Your Name, amein.

Let the Ruach Ha’Qodash Reveal It

I want to lovingly acknowledge that I know this is a deep and often debated topic. And I don’t share this from a place of pride or religious superiority — I share it from personal experience.

This truth was revealed to me by the Ruach Ha’Qodash (Set-Apart Spirit) — not through debate, not through tradition, but through prayer, fasting, and the Word. It didn’t happen overnight. I wrestled with it. I questioned it. I laid it all before YAHUAH — and in His mercy, He opened my eyes.

Now that I’ve seen the truth of who YAHUSHA is — that He is YAHUAH revealed in the flesh — there is no turning back. I cannot deny it. It’s not just a doctrine. It’s a reality that’s alive in my spirit.

But don’t take my word for it.

Pray. Fast. Seek. Test everything.

Ask YAHUAH to reveal Himself to you — not through man’s teaching, but by His Ruach of Truth.

“Study to show yourself approved unto Aluah, a workman that needs not to be ashamed, rightly dividing the Word of truth.”

— 2 Timotheus (Timothy) 2:15

“But when He, the Ruach of truth, comes, He shall guide you into all truth…”

— Yahuchanon (John) 16:13

If you’re truly seeking, He will lead you. He promises to.

And I’ll be here praying for you as you walk this narrow and beautiful path.

He Is Near: The Cost of Covenant & The Call to Endure

“Do not think I came to bring peace on earth. I did not come to bring peace but a sword… He who has found his life shall lose it, and he that has lost his life for My sake shall find it.”

— Mattithyahu (Matthew) 10:34–39, Cepher

To walk set-apart (qadosh) for YAHUAH comes with a cost.

This is not the wide and easy road.

It’s the refiner’s fire.

It’s the wilderness way.

But it’s also the way to life. Eternal life. Life in covenant with YAHUAH.

What Does It Cost?

• Losing friends who don’t understand

• Being misunderstood — even by family

• Letting go of traditions rooted in paganism

• Choosing Sabbath rest when the world is busy

• Walking in modesty when culture flaunts itself

• Obeying Torah when religion says “that’s old”

• Being rejected for truth — but accepted by YAHUAH

• Being labeled as “legalistic” for obeying Torah

• Being mocked or censored for proclaiming truth

• Being isolated as the falling away increases

• Resisting the lure of false unity and one-world religion

“You will be hated by all for My Name’s sake…”

— Mattithyahu (Matthew) 10:22

“And then shall many be offended, and shall betray one another, and shall hate one another.”

— Mattithyahu (Matthew) 24:10

“No one who has left house, family, or lands for My sake… will fail to receive 100x as much in this life — with persecutions — and in the age to come, everlasting life.”

— Mark 10:29–30, Cepher

Whatever you lose for Him — He restores. In His way. In His time.

A Prayer of Surrender

Abba YAHUAH,

I count the cost today.

Whatever I must lay down — I lay it down.

Whatever You ask me to release — I release.

I don’t want comfort if it costs me covenant.

I don’t want popularity if it costs me purity.

I don’t want approval if it costs me obedience.

Refine me. Purify me. Strengthen me.

I am Yours. No turning back.

In the Name of Yahusha ha’Mashiach, amein.

A Call to Examine Your Heart

Be honest with yourself and YAH.

Is there anything you’re still clinging to that YAHUAH is asking you to release?

• Write it down. All of it.

• Pray over it. Surrender it.

• Declare:

“YAHUAH — You are worth it all.”

REMEMBER

This path will cost you everything in this world —

But it will gain you everything that lasts forever.

Eternity is for those willing to leave it all behind.

Stay set-apart. Stay surrendered. Stay His.

The world may forget your name —

But your Father remembers your obedience.

This World Is Not My Home

“Do not love the world nor that which is in the world… the one doing the desire of YAHUAH Elohim remains forever.”

— 1 Yohanan (1 John) 2:15–17, Cepher

“Do not lay up for yourselves treasures on earth… But lay up for yourselves treasures in the heavens… For where your treasure is, there your heart shall be also.”

— Mattithyahu (Matthew) 6:19–21

“Our citizenship is in the heavens, from where we also eagerly wait for the Saviour, the Master Yahusha Ha’Mashiach.”

— Philippians 3:20

“Come out of her, My people, lest you share in her sins, and lest you receive of her plagues.”

— Chazon (Revelation) 18:4

“For the time will come when they will not endure sound doctrine… but after their own lusts shall they heap to themselves teachers, having itching ears.”

— 2 Timotheus Sheniy (2 Timothy) 4:3, Cepher

“And because iniquity shall abound, the love of many shall wax cold. But he that shall endure unto the end, the same shall be saved.”

— Mattithyahu (Matthew) 24:12–13

“They have healed also the hurt of the daughter of my people slightly, saying, Peace, peace; when there is no peace.”

— Yirmeyahu (Jeremiah) 6:14

YAHUAH Is Calling Us Out

Out of Babylon.

Out of the systems of this world.

Out of false worship.

Out of mixture.

We cannot hold on to the world and claim to be set-apart for the Kingdom.

What Must We Let Go Of?

1. Worldly Celebrations & Pagan Traditions

Holidays like Christmas, Easter, and Halloween are rooted in ancient sun god worship, fertility rituals, and idolatry — not in Scripture.

YAHUAH has given us His appointed times (Moedim):

Passover, Unleavened Bread, Shavuot, Yom Teruah, Yom Kippur, Sukkot — and His Sabbath.

“Come out of her… out of mixture. Out of false traditions passed down by man.”

— Revelation 18:4

2. The Pursuit of Riches & Materialism

This world teaches us to chase luxury, fame, and comfort.

But we are not building our own kingdoms — we are stewarding His.

“Seek first the reign of YAHUAH Elohim.”

— Mattithyahu 6:33

3. Vanity & Immodesty

Biblical modesty is not just about covering the body — it’s about revealing the heart.

“Dress with decency and propriety… pointing all glory to YAHUAH.”

— 1 Timothy 2:9

4. Compromise in Entertainment

Music, shows, social media… they are gateways to the soul.

“I set no worthless matter before my eyes.”

— Psalm 101:3

5. People-Pleasing & Fear of Man

“If I still pleased men, I should not be a servant of Messiah.”

— Galatians 1:10

Our loyalty belongs to YAHUAH — not culture, not friends, not even church systems that reject truth.

6. Secret Sin & Hidden Idols

Anything placed above obedience is idolatry.

Habits. Relationships. Pride. False doctrine. Addiction.

“Without spot. Without wrinkle. Set-apart.”

— Ephesians 5:27

“He knows our frame. He remembers we are dust.”

— Psalm 103:13–14

“And for this cause Elohiym shall send them strong delusion, that they should believe a lie: That they all might be damned who believed not the truth, but had pleasure in unrighteousness.”

— Tas’loniym Sheniy (2 Thessalonians) 2:11–12

We are watching the systems align — religion, science, AI, and media — preparing the way for the man of lawlessness.

• The stage is being set

• The counterfeit light is rising

• The deception will be so great, it would deceive even the elect — if possible

“If any man shall say unto you, ‘Lo, here is Messiah,’ or there; believe it not… For there shall arise false Messiahiym, and false prophets, and shall show great signs and wonders…”

— Mattithyahu (Matthew) 24:23–24

This is the hour to test every spirit, every teacher, every sign.

This is not condemnation — this is purification.

Eternity is for the Bride Who Lets Go.

A Prayer of Repentance

Abba YAHUAH,

Search me. Cleanse me. Purify me.

Remove anything from my life that is not pleasing to You.

Every idol. Every false tradition. Every hidden sin.

I repent. I surrender.

Teach me Your ways. Lead me in Your truth.

Prepare me to dwell with You forever.

This world has nothing for me.

I belong to You alone.

Strengthen me to endure until the end.

Let me be found faithful.

In Yahusha’s Name.

Action Steps for the Remnant

• Repent for anything the Ruach Ha’Qodash reveals

• Write down what you will lay down

• Clean your home, your media, your habits

• Begin honoring His Sabbaths and Moedim

• Declare:

“I am not of this world. I belong to YAHUAH forever.”

“And they did not know until the flood came and took them all away — so shall the coming of the Son of A’dam be.”

— Mattithyahu (Matthew) 24:39

Like in the days of Noach, the ark door will shut.

The warnings are being sounded now.

The separation is happening now.

Will you be sealed in truth — or swept away in deception?

Final Reminder

“This world is fading away. But those who do the will of YAHUAH remain forever.”

— 1 John 2:17

Don’t look back.

Don’t hold on.

Let go.

Be set-apart.

Stay faithful.

Your King is coming.

And the promise of eternity is worth it all.

The Great Setup: Strong Delusion, False Rapture, and the Deception of Technology

(A Continuation of the Strong Delusion Series)

“Let no man deceive you by any means: for that day shall not come, except there come a falling away first, and that man of sin be revealed…”

— Tas’loniym Sheniy (2 Thessalonians) 2:3, Cepher

Shalum, Truth Seeker.

If you read my recent post exposing the pre-tribulation rapture doctrine and the warning in 2 Thessalonians about the Strong Delusion, then this is the next piece in the puzzle. What I’m about to share is something I’ve carried for years—confirmed by dream, scripture, and what we’re now seeing unfold in real time.

This post is not for fear, but for clarity. Not for conspiracy, but for biblical discernment.

A Dream from 2015/2016: The Artificial Rapture

While I was still living in Florida, I had a dream that I now believe was a warning from YAHUAH. At that time I had been reading scripture daily although I hadn’t fully surrender my life to the Most High just yet. In the dream, I stood behind a large crowd staring up at the sky. A glowing figure appeared—what looked like an “angel of light.” People began walking toward it, believing it was the Messiah. But in my spirit, I knew: this was a lie. I didn’t move. I remember even seeing glitches in the sky but I was the only one that noticed this.

I now understand: this was a staged rapture. An AI-based illusion. A strong delusion. And I was being warned not to follow the false light.

“And no marvel; for Satan himself is transformed into an angel of light.”

— Qorintiym Sheniy (2 Corinthians) 11:14, Cepher

The Strong Delusion and the Pre-Tribulation Rapture Lie

“And for this cause Elohiym shall send them strong delusion, that they should believe a lie.”

— 2 Thessalonians 2:11, Cepher

The pre-trib rapture doctrine is not in the Word. It was popularized in the 1800s by John Nelson Darby and later spread by the Scofield Reference Bible, which shaped much of modern dispensational theology.

But Yahusha said:

“He that shall endure unto the end, the same shall be saved.” — Mattithyahu (Matthew) 24:13

“Immediately after the tribulation… then shall appear the sign of the Son of A’dam in heaven.” — Mattithyahu (Matthew) 24:29–30

The Strong Delusion prepares the world to accept a counterfeit savior and causes many to misplace their hope in an escape, rather than endurance and obedience.

Project Blue Beam: Technology and the Deception of Signs

Project Blue Beam, first exposed by journalist Serge Monast, describes a staged global event meant to unite the world under a false messiah using advanced technology.

Its 4 Phases Include:

Discrediting biblical truth with false archaeological “discoveries” A global holographic display of divine figures in the sky AI-generated “divine” communication through electromagnetic frequency manipulation A staged rapture or alien invasion to cause global submission

Though it sounded like sci-fi in the ‘90s, today this tech is not only possible—it’s public.

China’s “floating cities” appeared in 2015, where large populations reported seeing urban skylines in the clouds. Many believe this was a test of sky projection technology. In Saudi Arabia, mystic “Kaaba clouds” and glowing lights were seen above Mecca in 2023—another example of possible atmospheric holography. AI now allows people to speak with voice clones of dead relatives—and even of religious figures like “Jesus.” This could easily be used to simulate a messianic return. Drone light shows can now form full images, faces, and movement—combined with weather manipulation, the illusion will be convincing.

“Even him, whose coming is after the working of Satan with all power and signs and lying wonders.”

— 2 Thessalonians 2:9, Cepher

And Scripture gives us this chilling prophecy:

“And he had power to give life unto the image of the beast, that the image of the beast should both speak, and cause that as many as would not worship the image of the beast should be killed.”

— Chazon (Revelation) 13:15, Cepher

With the rise of talking AI avatars, interactive holograms, and global religious unity under falsehood, this prophecy is no longer hard to imagine. We are watching the pieces fall into place.

Hollywood Has Been Preparing the Masses

Predictive programming is real. Hollywood has long been planting the seeds of this deception. One of the clearest examples?

Spider-Man: Far From Home (2019)

In the film, Mysterio uses drones, holograms, and weather manipulation to create terrifying illusions—making it seem like giant creatures are attacking the world. He then poses as the world’s savior.

“People… need something to believe in. And right now, they’ll believe anything.” — Mysterio

This is exactly how the enemy works: false signs, false saviors, and the desire for people to worship him.

Other examples include:

Independence Day – A staged alien invasion to unite humanity Left Behind – Promoting false rapture doctrine Eternals / Prometheus – Ancient aliens as false creators Noah (2014) – Twisting Scripture to confuse the truth Don’t Look Up – Mocking of real prophetic warnings

“And he deceives those who dwell on the earth by those miracles…”

— Chazon (Revelation) 13:14, Cepher

Alien Deception: The Other Half of the Setup

Governments and media are now openly discussing UFOs and non-human intelligence. This isn’t coincidence. Many believe the enemy will use a fake alien arrival to either:

“Explain away” a false rapture, or Present “advanced beings” as creators, uniting the world under a global religion led by the Anti-Messiah.

Whether through angels of light or alien saviors—the result is the same: a demonic deception that pulls people away from the truth of Torah and the Name of YAHUAH.

Key Takeaways

The pre-trib rapture is a false doctrine rooted in man’s tradition. The Strong Delusion is already working—conditioning the world to follow false light. Project Blue Beam and related technologies can simulate a false return. Hollywood and media have been preparing the world through predictive programming. The real return of Yahusha will not be confused with illusions. Every eye will see Him (Chazon [Revelation] 1:7). The image of the beast that speaks (Revelation 13:15) is technologically possible—and may soon be demanded as an object of worship.

Reflection

Beloved remnant, this is the hour to wake up. Don’t trust the signs—test the spirits. Stay grounded in Torah. Know the true Name. And do not follow the crowd to destruction.

Will you be one of the few who see through the illusion? Or will you be swept away by signs and wonders?

Prayer

Father YAHUAH, open our eyes and guard our hearts from deception.

We ask for discernment in this hour, to recognize the false light and cling to Your truth.

Help us endure through tribulation and stand firm in Yahusha, rejecting every counterfeit sent to deceive.

We trust You, YAHUAH, not man and not technology. We await Your true return. Amein.

The Name Above All Names: Restoring YAHUAH (יהוה / 𐤉𐤄𐤅𐤄) and YAHUSHA (יהושע / 𐤉𐤄𐤅𐤔𐤏)

To walk in covenant truth, we must know who we worship — not by titles, substitutes, or tradition, but by His true Name.

This post is for Truth seekers. Those who have felt that stirring in their spirit. Those who have been attacked, confused, or spiritually dry — despite calling on a name they were told was “above all.”

Let me share how YAHUAH, in His mercy, revealed to me the true Name, and why it changes everything.

Deliverance Deception: The Name with No Power

At the end of December 2024, I was exploring deliverance ministry. I was hungry for spiritual authority. I wanted to help people find freedom.

But something wasn’t quite right.

All the well-known teachers used the name J-E-S-U-S, and while I had once trusted it, I felt deeply unsettled. The spirit behind the teachings was manipulative, controlling, theatrical. These teachers were platformed, praised, and profiting. But where was the fruit?

Manipulation is witchcraft. And witchcraft was what I was discerning.

I began praying for others and myself using the name “Jesus.” And the result?

Demonic backlash, Confusion, Temporary relief, but no lasting authority, and more spiritual attacks than before

It was like the demons would “flee” for a moment — only to return stronger.

“Then he goes and takes with himself seven other spirits more wicked than himself… and the last state of that man is worse than the first.” — Mattithyahu (Matthew) 12:45

It wasn’t deliverance — it was a spiritual trap.

Scripture Confirms the Deception

“Many will say to Me… ‘Adonai, Adonai (Master, Master), have we not prophesied in Your Name? and in Your Name cast out devils?’… And I will declare unto them, ‘I never knew you: depart from Me, you workers of lawlessness.’”

— Mattithyahu (Matthew) 7:22–23

“The evil ruach (spirit) said, ‘YAHUSHA I know, and Paul I know — but who are you?’”

— Ma’aseh (Acts) 19:15

“I have come in My Father’s Name, and you do not receive Me; if another comes in his own name, him you will receive.”

— Yochanon (John) 5:43

“You shall not bring the Name of YAHUAH your Elohiym (Mighty One) to nothing…”

— Shemoth (Exodus) 20:7

“Whoever calls on the Name of YAHUAH shall be delivered.”

— Yo’el (Joel) 2:32

“He who says, ‘I know Him,’ and does not guard His commandments, is a liar, and the truth is not in him.”

— 1 Yochanon (1 John) 2:4

My Father’s Role in the Awakening

During a trip in December 2024, my father noticed I was wearing a hat that said “Yeshua.” He looked at me and asked why I was wearing that name. I jokingly said, “I bet you’re going to tell me…” and he did. He explained the etymology behind the name “Jesus” and later shared a video with me and my husband that introduced the Names YAHUAH and YAHUSHA.

That video sat for a few months as I continued to use the name “Yeshua” and “Jesus” interchangeably during my personal prayer time and as I hosted livestreams on TikTok. But after I had several intense dreams in March 2025, I finally watched it — and my life shifted forever.

Dream Summary: A Personal Call — and a Warning to the Nations

Dream 1: The Child, the Careless Mother, and the Covenant

I was in a large, dark, gothic-style house — like a castle. The atmosphere was heavy. I was nursing a baby that wasn’t my own. The child’s mother was out partying and getting intoxicated with her friends. When she finally returned, she turned on a movie — The Nightmare Before Christmas. I told her it wasn’t good for children to watch, but she completely dismissed my discernment.

Later, I noticed the baby was hungry again. I told the mother, but she brushed it off and said, “Just feed her whatever.” So I chose to continue nursing and caring for the baby myself.

Then, my father walked into the house — radiant, full of light. I brought him to meet the mother, but she couldn’t even look at him because his presence was too bright. At one point, I mentioned that I thought he had friends in her neighborhood. He corrected me and said:

“No, I have a contract — that’s how I’m able to enter into the lake house.”

I understood in that moment: he was referring to covenant. He didn’t dwell in darkness — he entered on assignment, by right of covenant authority.

Reflection:

This dream revealed the contrast between covenant and compromise. The baby represented a generation needing spiritual nourishment. The mother symbolized those who are intoxicated by the world — distracted, deceived, and indifferent to truth. Though she had physical custody, she lacked spiritual discernment and responsibility.

The radiant figure of my father, representing YAHUAH, could only enter through covenant — not friendship or familiarity. His light exposed the darkness, and the mother couldn’t even lift her eyes to look at Him.

This dream was a call to intercede, to nurture truth in a time of great spiritual neglect — and a reminder that only those in covenant with YAHUAH have true access and authority in the midst of the darkness.

Dream 2: NICU Babies and a Five-Year Prophecy

I entered a room with two babies on a bed, both of them hooked up to tubes in their noses and throats — as if in critical condition. Lying in the middle of them was my sister-in-law, scrolling on her phone, completely aloof to their suffering. There was no concern in her demeanor, just distraction. I remember pleading with her,

“Please be careful… these babies are very fragile.”

Suddenly, the babies began to cough. I turned to my left and saw my nephew kneeling on the ground. After coughing, he began to vomit thick, dark green bile. I could smell it — it made me feel physically nauseous, even in the dream.

Then I looked at my father, overcome with a deep, spiritual knowing, and I prophesied:

“I just saw what the next five years will look like. It’s going to be very hard for unbelievers.”

Reflection: I believe this dream was a prophetic warning — a sign that intense spiritual testing and separation is coming in this final stretch before Yahusha returns. It’s time to prepare, not escape.

Dream 3: The Terminal, the Shelter, and the Pizza

I walked through a chaotic scene in a terminal-like space. I was led into a shelter. A man rushed to return my lost bag — a symbol of spiritual identity. Then someone warned:

“Don’t eat the pizza. It’s not good.”

Others were consuming it blindly. It symbolized false doctrine and defiled spiritual food — a warning to come out of spiritual Babylon.

If you feel led to hear more about these dreams and the prophetic meaning behind them, I share the full interpretation and connection to Scripture in this video.

Come Out of Her: Prophetic Dreams That Confirm The Time Is Now

(You can always come back to finish the rest of this blog after watching.)

It Wasn’t Just the Wrong Name… It Was Lawlessness

The Ruach Ha’Qodesh (Set-Apart Spirit) showed me that it wasn’t just the wrong name.

It was that I had been told the Torah (Instructions of YAHUAH) was “done away with.” I had no idea I was living in lawlessness — completely uncovered.

Churchianity taught me that obedience was legalism. That we didn’t need to walk in YAHUAH’s commandments. But this made me vulnerable to attack. Because:

Without obedience, there is no protection. Without Torah, there is no covenant. Without the Name, there is no authority.

Identity, Obedience, and Authority Must All Be Active

Another crucial revelation the Ruach gave me is this:

Without knowing your true identity through YAHUSHA, you can’t walk in the authority of His Name.

And without obedience, your identity means nothing.

To walk in power, you must have all three:

Identity — through YAHUSHA alone Obedience — through guarding Torah Authority — through walking in His Spirit

This is what it means to wear the full armor of YAHUAH — which I’ll share more on in a future post.

The Fruit of Mainstream Deliverance Ministries

Many deliverance ministries today are highly commercialized. They teach techniques. They market power. But they do not walk in obedience. They do not guard the Torah. They profit from the Name — but deny its true form and authority.

“You will know them by their fruits…”

— Mattithyahu (Matthew) 7:16

I witnessed this firsthand — and it was not of the Ruach. Without truth, the fruit will always be counterfeit.

Constantine’s Creed: The Shift from Truth to Control

After the Council of Nicaea in 325 AD, Emperor Constantine declared:

“Let us have nothing in common with the detestable Jewish crowd; for we have received from our Savior another way.”

Context:

Constantine wasn’t just rejecting Judaism — he was targeting the Natsarim, the original followers of Yahusha Ha’Mashiach, who kept the Torah, honored the Feast Days, and bore the Name of YAHUAH. By declaring “we have received from our Savior another way,” Constantine codified a new religion that erased Hebrew identity, severed believers from their scriptural roots, and established the Roman church system.

This marked the beginning of replacement theology — where obedience to Torah was called legalism, the Feast Days were replaced with pagan holidays, and the Name of YAHUAH was forbidden.

That “other way” banned the Name YAHUAH, abolished the Feast Days, and merged Roman paganism with faith. It gave birth to churchianity — a system built on replacement, control, and compromise.

YAHUAH (יהוה / 𐤉𐤄𐤅𐤄): The Name of the Father

YAH = The shortened, poetic form of His Name, meaning “He is” UAH = Derived from the root hayah (היה) — “to be, to exist”

YAHUAH = He who was, and is, and is to come

“I AM THAT I AM (AHAYAH ASHER AHAYAH)… YAHUAH Elohai (Elohiym of your fathers) has sent me to you.”

— Shemoth (Exodus) 3:14–15

YAHUSHA (יהושע / 𐤉𐤄𐤅𐤔𐤏): The Name of the Son

YAHU = The compound form of the Father’s Name SHA = From the root yasha (ישׁע), meaning “to save, deliver, rescue”

YAHUSHA = YAHUAH is salvation

Or: “I AM He who saves.”

“You shall call His name YAHUSHA, for He shall save His people from their sins.”

— Mattithyahu (Matthew) 1:21

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Abba YAHUAH, I come before You with humility and reverence. I repent for the names I’ve spoken that were not Yours. I repent for following traditions of men. Cleanse my lips and my heart. Teach me to call on You in spirit and in truth — through YAHUSHA, Your Son, my Redeemer. Let Your Name be restored in my life. Amein.

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Exposing the Strong Delusion: The Truth About the Pre-Trib Rapture and the Second Exodus

Shalum, Truth Seeker. If you read my first blog post, you know this journey has been deeply personal. I shared how three prophetic dreams in March woke me up out of spiritual slumber and churchianity. What followed was a season of fasting, prayer, and revelation that completely shifted my walk. This second post is a continuation of that awakening — a deeper uncovering of the lies I once believed and the truth that YAHUAH, in His mercy, is now making known.

For many of us, waking up to the truth has meant unlearning layer after layer of deception — and few deceptions run deeper than the doctrine of the pre-tribulation rapture. This belief, rooted not in Scripture but in dispensational theology, has lulled millions into spiritual sleep, causing them to look for an escape rather than preparing to endure, obey, and be gathered as the remnant of Yashar’al.

A few years ago, I thought I knew the truth. I was “saved”, active in church, and even led worship. But something never felt right. In 2019, I surrendered my life to “Jesus” — but it wasn’t until March 2025, after those dreams and deep seeking, that the Name above all names was revealed to me: YAHUAH, the Most High Elohiym!

Since then, I’ve been uncovering deception I never knew existed — from the origins of holidays to the mistranslation of Scripture, and now, to the false doctrines surrounding the end times.

Let’s walk through the Word together and expose two deeply connected lies:

  • The Pre-Tribulation Rapture — the false hope that believers will escape tribulation.
  • The Strong Delusion — a divine judgment on those who reject truth.

We’ll also explore the Greater Exodus, a prophetic promise few are talking about, and how it ties into the end-time regathering of YAHUAH’s people. And most importantly, we will affirm that both Yashar’al and the sojourning Gentiles are called to be one flock under one Shepherd — unified through Yahusha, not divided.

Part 1: The Strong Delusion — A Prophetic Warning

“Because they received not the love of the truth, that they might be saved… YAHUAH shall send them strong delusion, that they should believe a lie.”
— 2 Thessaloniqim Sheniy (2 Thessalonians) 2:10–12

This isn’t just about being tricked by the enemy. This is a judgment from YAHUAH on those who prefer tradition, comfort, or man-made doctrine over His Word.

And one of the greatest lies YAHUAH allows those to believe — who reject the love of the truth — is the pre-tribulation rapture. This is not arbitrary deception, but righteous judgment on those who choose man’s word over His.

Part 2: The Pre-Tribulation Rapture — A Comforting Lie

What It Teaches:

  • That believers will be secretly taken before tribulation begins.
  • That they won’t face the anti-messiah, persecution, or refining.
  • That YAHUAH has separate plans for “Israel” and the “Church.”

But none of this is found in Scripture.

Part 2b: The Root — Dispensationalism and the Rise of Zionist Prophecy

To understand how the pre-tribulation rapture doctrine took hold, we must examine the roots of Dispensationalism, a system of prophetic interpretation that didn’t exist until the 19th century.

  • It was created by John Nelson Darby in the 1830s, a British theologian who introduced a radical separation between “Israel” and the “Church.”
  • It was popularized by the Scofield Reference Bible (1909), which inserted commentary notes into Scripture that promoted Darby’s framework. Many began to trust these notes as much as the text itself.
  • It was strategically pushed through theological seminaries and Zionist funding, with support from organizations like the Oxford Movement and later, Christian Zionism in America.

Dispensationalism laid the foundation for:

  • A pre-trib rapture escape before the tribulation.
  • The idea that Torah was only for “Jews.”
  • The belief that modern political Israel is the fulfillment of biblical prophecy.

This doctrine contradicts Scripture and undermines the unity of YAHUAH’s people. It leads to confusion about who Yashar’al is and blinds believers to the ongoing regathering and restoration through Yahusha.

“One Torah shall be to him that is homeborn, and unto the stranger that sojourns among you.” — Shemoth (Exodus) 12:49
“There is neither Yahudiym nor Yavaniy… for ye are all one in Yahusha Ha’Mashiach.” — Galatiyim (Galatians) 3:28

Even more sobering are the warnings in Scripture about adding to or taking away from prophecy:

“You shall not add unto the word which I command you, neither shall ye diminish from it, that ye may guard the commandments of YAHUAH your Elohiym.” — Devariym (Deuteronomy) 4:2
“If any man shall add unto these things, Elohiym shall add unto him the plagues that are written in this cepher…” — Chazon (Revelation) 22:18–19

The pre-trib rapture doctrine, born out of man-made theology and fueled by political agendas, is not just incorrect — it is dangerous, and it plays directly into the strong delusion warned about in the last days.

To understand this doctrine, we need to look at Dispensationalism:

  • Created by John Nelson Darby in the 1830s.
  • Popularized by the Scofield Reference Bible (1909).
  • Spread by books and movies like Left Behind.

Dispensationalism teaches:

  • Different rules for different ages.
  • That YAHUAH deals separately with “Israel” and the “Church.”
  • That the Torah was only for “Jews.”

This false system directly contradicts Scripture:

“One Torah shall be to him that is homeborn, and unto the stranger that sojourns among you.” — Shemoth (Exodus) 12:49
“There is neither Yahudiym nor Yavaniy… for ye are all one in Yahusha Ha’Mashiach.” — Galatiyim (Galatians) 3:28

Part 3: What Scripture Actually Says

Before diving deeper, we must also acknowledge how key mistranslations from Hebrew into Greek and later Latin and English have contributed to confusion around prophetic texts — especially when it comes to timing, covenant identity, and key concepts like the word “church” or “virgin.”

For example:

1. “Church” vs. “Assembly” (Greek ekklesia)

  • The Greek word ekklesia simply means “called-out assembly,” which directly aligns with the Hebrew word qahalused throughout the Tanakh (Old Testament).
  • Translating ekklesia as “church” created a false division between the so-called New Testament believers and Yashar’al — when in reality, they are one and the same remnant.

2. “Virgin” vs. “Young woman” (Isaiah 7:14)

  • The Hebrew word used in Isaiah 7:14 is almah, meaning “young woman of marriageable age,” not the Greek parthenos, which can specifically imply physical virginity.
  • This shift opened the door to Greco-Roman myths of divine birth and contributed to misunderstandings about the nature of Yahusha’s arrival, detaching it from prophecy and covenant lineage.

These mistranslations, especially when filtered through replacement theology and western church traditions, have obscured the original Hebraic context of Scripture and supported doctrines like the rapture that never existed in the Hebrew worldview.

Additionally, we must address how the word “law” (nomos) in the Greek New Testament is often mistranslated or misunderstood. Many times, it refers not to the Torah itself, but to man-made traditions or legalistic misuse. Likewise, the word “grace” (charis) has been weaponized to imply freedom from obedience, when in truth, it is the empowerment to obey.

  • Yahusha never spoke against Torah. In fact, He said: “Do not think that I came to destroy the Torah or the Prophets. I did not come to destroy but to fulfill.” (Matthew 5:17)
  • Sha’ul (Paul) upheld the Torah repeatedly, and warned against those who turned grace into a license to sin (Romans 6:1-2).

These subtle distortions of language have done great damage. The result has been a church that no longer walks in covenant, and a people deceived into thinking obedience equals bondage — when Scripture says the Torah is freedom (Psalm 119:45, James 1:25).

Now, let’s return to what the Scriptures truly reveal about Yahusha’s words and the prophetic timeline we’re called to discern.

Yahusha’s end-time teaching in Matthew 24 is one of the clearest and most detailed roadmaps we’ve been given — and yet, it is often ignored by those promoting a pre-tribulation rapture. Let’s look closely at what He actually said:

“Immediately after the tribulation of those days shall the sun be darkened… and then shall appear the sign of the Son of Adam in heaven… and He shall send His angels with a great sound of a shofar, and they shall gather together His elect from the four winds…” — Mattithyahu (Matthew) 24:29–31

Yahusha outlines:

  • Tribulation first
  • Cosmic signs after
  • The visible return of the Son of Adam
  • The gathering of the elect after all these things

He even warns us repeatedly:

“Take heed that no man deceive you.” (v. 4)
“Many false prophets shall rise, and shall deceive many.” (v. 11)
“If they shall say unto you, ‘Behold, He is in the desert’… believe it not.” (v. 26)

Yahusha leaves no room for a secret or surprise removal of His people before the tribulation. Instead, He urges us to watch, endure, and remain faithful. The events He describes align perfectly with the trumpet gathering in 1 Thessalonians 4:16–17 — which occurs at His visible return, not before.

Now, before we explore even more scripture, let’s also clear up a few common misunderstandings:

Before we look at what Scripture clearly teaches about tribulation, it’s important to address a few of the verses commonly used to support the rapture doctrine — and why they’ve been misunderstood.

Misused Verses That Don’t Teach a Pre-Trib Rapture:

1 Thessalonians 4:17 — “Caught up… in the clouds”

“Then we which are alive and remain shall be caught up together with them in the clouds, to meet YAHUSHA in the air.”

This verse is not about a secret removal before tribulation — it’s describing the resurrection at Yahusha’s visible return after the tribulation, just as Matthew 24:29–31 explains. The Greek word “harpazo” (caught up) simply means to be gathered or snatched. It aligns with the great trumpet gathering of the elect — not a hidden escape.

Revelation 3:10 — “I will keep you from the hour of trial”

“Because you have kept the word of my patience, I also will keep you from the hour of trial…”

The phrase “keep you from” (Greek: tereo ek) means to guard through, not to remove from. This is the same language Yahusha uses in John 17:15: “I do not ask that You take them out of the world, but that You keep them from the evil one.” It’s about spiritual protection, not physical escape.

What Scripture Actually Says:

Here’s a simple comparison to highlight the difference between what many have been taught — and what Scripture actually reveals:

The Rapture Doctrine Teaches:

  • Believers will be removed before tribulation begins.
  • The Church and Israel are separate groups with separate destinies.
  • Torah is for Jews only.
  • Yahusha could return at any moment without warning.

Scripture Actually Says:

  • The elect are gathered after the tribulation (Matthew 24:29–31).
  • There is one body, Yahudi (Jew) and Goy (Gentile) united in Yahusha (Galatians 3:28, Ephesians 2:11–19).
  • One Torah applies to all who enter into covenant (Exodus 12:49).
  • Yahusha’s return follows clear prophetic signs — including the revealing of the man of sin (2 Thessalonians 2:3).

Now let’s walk through the Word together and see it for ourselves:

1. Yahusha’s Words — Matthew 24:29–31

“Immediately after the tribulation… He shall send His angels… and they shall gather together His elect…”

2. Sha’ul — 2 Thessaloniqim Sheniy (2 Thessalonians) 2:1–3

“That day shall not come, except there come a falling away first, and that man of sin be revealed…”

3. Revelation 7:14

“These are they which came out of great tribulation…”

4. Yahuchanon (John) 17:15

“I pray not that you should take them out of the world, but that you should guard them from the evil.”

Part 4: The Greater Exodus

The true “escape” isn’t a rapture — it’s the regathering. The prophets spoke of a time when YAHUAH would bring His people back to the land.

“YAHUAH lives, that brought up the children of Yashar’al from the land of the north…”
— Yirmeyahu (Jeremiah) 16:14–15

Isaiah 11 and Ezekiel 20 confirm the same pattern: deliverance through judgment, not removal from it.

The Pattern: Endure. Obey. Be Preserved.

Just like Noach, Abraham, Lot, and Mosheh, YAHUAH always gives instruction, calls for obedience, and preserves His remnant through trial. Never once does He snatch them away.

“Here is the patience of the qodeshiym (set-apart ones): here are they that guard the commandments of Elohiym, and the belief of Yahusha.”
— Chazon (Revelation) 14:12

Yahusha’s Fulfillment and the Narrow Path

This also brings us to the importance of rightly understanding who Yahusha is. So many false doctrines, including the widely accepted virgin birth narrative, have been influenced by Greco-Roman mythology.

But the true Mashiach doesn’t imitate pagan myths. Yahusha’s life fulfills Torah and the Prophets. If we misunderstand His origin and purpose, we leave room for false messiahs that sound divine but don’t align with Scripture.

He came to fulfill, not to abolish. He came to confirm the promises made to the fathers. He came to walk the narrow path and call us to do the same.

Final Thoughts

If you’ve believed the rapture lie, know this: you’re not alone. I once did too. But when YAHUAH opened my eyes, I couldn’t unsee it.

The goal here isn’t to condemn, but to call you deeper — into truth, endurance, and covenant.

“Come out of her, My people, that you be not partakers of her sins, and that you receive not of her plagues.” — Chazon (Revelation) 18:4

Let This Be the Beginning of Your Own Search

If this stirred something in you — don’t just take my word for it.

Pray. Fast. Study. Research. Ask YAHUAH to reveal the truth to you by His Ruach Ha’Qodash. Test everything against Scripture. The deception in these last days is strong, but the truth is stronger for those who truly seek it.

I’ll also be uploading a video on this exact topic later this week on my YouTube channel — so if you prefer a visual walkthrough or want to go deeper, make sure to subscribe at @shesingsforyah. I’d love to walk this out together.

Where to Start in the Word

If you’re just beginning this journey and want to dive deeper into this topic, here are some chapters that will anchor your study:

  • Mattithyahu (Matthew) 24 — Yahusha’s own words about the end.
  • 2 Thessaloniqim Sheniy (2 Thessalonians) 2 — The strong delusion and the revealing of the man of sin.
  • Chazon (Revelation) 7 & 14 — The sealing and endurance of the set-apart ones.
  • Yirmeyahu (Jeremiah) 16 — The promise of the Greater Exodus.
  • Yeshayahu (Isaiah) 11 — The regathering of the remnant.
  • Shemoth (Exodus) 12 — The one Torah for both native and stranger.
  • Romans 11 — The grafting in and warning not to boast against the natural branches.

Let these chapters be a starting point as you pray and study with the guidance of the Ruach Ha’Qodash.

A Final Prayer

Abba YAHUAH, We thank You for revealing truth in a time of great deception. Strip away every lie. Uproot every false hope. Prepare us to walk the narrow path — to endure, to overcome, and to be found faithful. Seal us in the Name of Yahusha, and lead us by Your Ruach.

Amein.

Out of Deception and Into Covenant — My Testimony and Calling

Shalum and welcome. My name is Kristen, and this is the beginning of what I pray will be a space where truth seekers, the scattered remnant, and the weary daughters and sons of YAHUAH can find encouragement, clarity, and conviction.

This post is the foundation. It’s my testimony, a reflection on the powerful journey YAHUAH has led me through, and a declaration of my purpose in these last days. I speak not from perfection or pride, but from deep humility as a Gentile, a grafted-in branch through Yahusha Ha’Mashiach, longing to honor the Most High and His people, Yashar’al, with all reverence and love.

Coming Out of the New Age and Churchianity

Back in 2019, I was delivered out of the deception of the New Age. I had dabbled in everything from Buddhism, yoga, Christ consciousness, and meditation to channeling, pagan rituals, and worshipping what I genuinely believed was “god.” But the Most High YAHUAH, in His unfailing mercy, called me out.

At that time, I didn’t yet know His true Name. I was still entangled in what many refer to as “churchianity” — a system built on tradition, not Torah. I called on the name “Jesus” because that was all I knew. But the more I sought Him, the more I began to sense a deep disconnect. Something wasn’t right.

The Name That Changed Everything

In March 2025, I began crying out for truth like never before. I fasted. I wept. I begged the Father to reveal Himself, no matter the cost. And He did. He revealed His true, set-apart Name: YAHUAH.

And His Son? Not “Jesus” — a name introduced through Greek transliteration and Roman corruption — but YAHUSHA, which means “YAHUAH is salvation.”

“Therefore My people shall know My name: therefore they shall know in that day that I am He that speaks: behold, it is I.” — Yesha’yahu (Isaiah) 52:6

Everything changed. Spiritual warfare that once felt overwhelming was now silenced by the power in His Name. Deliverance came. Clarity followed. I realized I had been under the strong delusion spoken of in 2 Thessalonians 2:10-12 — and YAHUAH had lifted the veil.

Prophetic Dreams and My Commission

In March 2025, right before this awakening, I received a series of prophetic dreams that shook me to my core. In one, I told my father (a spiritual figure in the dream), “I just saw what the next five years will look like. It will be very hard for unbelievers.”

Another dream showed me surrounded by people eating what seemed like nourishing food — but it was poisoned. This was the false doctrine being fed in churches. A guard pulled me out just in time.

These dreams, along with others I’ve shared in more detail on my YouTube channel, confirmed what I knew deep within: I am being called to speak up, to sound the alarm, and to help others come out of deception into the truth.

Back to the Ancient Path

This isn’t just about the Name. It’s about the Way.

“Thus says YAHUAH: Stand in the ways and see, and ask for the old paths, where the good way is, and walk in it, and you shall find rest for your souls.” — Yirmeyahu (Jeremiah) 6:16

The narrow path Yahusha spoke of in Mattithyahu 7:13-14 is not the wide, easy road of church culture. It is obedience to Torah. It is the honoring of YAHUAH’s Moedim (Appointed Times), walking in covenant, and being led by the Ruach Ha’Qodesh (Set-Apart Spirit).

“If you love Me, guard My commandments.” — Yahuchanon (John) 14:15 “When the Spirit of truth comes, He will guide you into all truth.” — Yahuchanon (John) 16:13

I am learning to cleave to the house of Ya’aqob (Jacob), just as Yesha’yahu (Isaiah) 14:1 describes. As a Gentile, I do not replace Yashar’al. I am not the root. I am the branch.

“And the strangers shall be joined with them, and they shall cleave to the house of Ya’aqob.” — Yesha’yahu (Isaiah) 14:1 “Do not boast against the branches. But if you do boast, remember: you do not bear the root, but the root bears you.” — Romaiym (Romans) 11:18

The Urgency of the Hour

We are in the final days. The great falling away is happening. The world is being prepared to receive the beast system and its counterfeit unity.

But the true remnant is rising. We are being sealed. We are being refined.

“Awake, O sleeper, and arise from the dead, and MASHIACH shall give you light.” — Eph’siym (Ephesians) 5:14

“But seek first the Kingdom of YAHUAH, and His righteousness; and all these things shall be added unto you.” — Mattithyahu (Matthew) 6:33

What to Expect Here

On this blog, you can expect:

  • Teachings rooted in Scripture (Cepher & HalleluYah translations)
  • Exposures of false doctrine (rapture, trinity, name replacement, pagan holidays, and more)
  • Moedim guidance and Torah walk encouragement
  • Prophetic dreams and interpretations
  • Blog versions of my YouTube videos

I walk with fear and trembling. I don’t claim to have it all figured out. But I know the Ruach (Spirit) of Truth is leading, and I’ve surrendered everything to follow YAHUSHA on the narrow path.

If you’re still reading, maybe you’re being called too.

All esteem to YAHUAH Most High. Baruk haba b’Shem YAHUAH. — Blessed is the one who comes in the Name of YAHUAH.

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With love in Yahusha,
Kristen